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Not close enough. School's been gay. Amanie is officially superbitch. Nothing happened with Mel and Summi. Um... Tash is a two faced bitch? That's it, really. I don't feel like talking. I flunked my maths test. -sigh-. |
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Today was surprisingly eventful. Everyone thought the photo of Caleb and I was cute. ^_^. Sweety said he was really really good looking. Ameera wouldn't believe it was him. Haha you have admirers Caleb. I noticed that I didn't say anything bad about him. I usually say bad things about my boyfriends when my friends compliment them. Jealousy? Maybe it's because I don't care if he cheats anymore. I've just given up caring. If I don't ask, he won't tell me. It works like that. Carol is such a fucking bitch... I told her to wear a skirt [because she wears ugly ass parachute pants], and she goes on for an hour about how she's not allowed to wax her legs... Then she tells Sweety and Hamida to go away... and I'm like "No, YOU go away. Sweety and the random [I didn't know her name was Hamida] can stay". She called me a bitch. She told Sweety a week back that Sweety didn't fit in with Gina and I. Bullshit, we like her just fine. Carol is the pissweak little fag. My hairtie broke so I had to wear my hair down. Everyone said it looked better. I hated it. Hala said it was ugly, too. She said I'd look good with my hair in a spikey-bun and with the earrings she bought me for my birthday. She was right. =/. I actually look half-decent. My neighbour stared at me. *shudders*. Masooda tried to touch my boobs. I'm scared of her LOL. And then Ameera slapped her and Mas is like "KISS IT BETTER" so I did xD. And she's like "I can't believe you listened to me". haha. The afternoon was spent recycling and being sexually harrassed by just about everyone. Gina's like "GET OFF SHE'S MY LITTLE WHORE" Ahaha Iluffoo Ginz. <3 She felt meh up xD. "Hey you're off your rag." "How do you know?" "Your boobs aren't hard." Rofl... |
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You don't fucking want Lewis to be like Caleb. Out of all things I hate about Caleb, his overprotectiveness, his hypocrisy and his little emotional bullcrap are three of the worst traits I've ever seen in a person. Lewis doesn't care because he does the same. He knows that people make mistakes and he can live with it. NO, it doesn't mean he doesn't love you. NO, it doesn't mean he doesn't care. NO, it doesn't mean he has sex with random people and that that justifies your actions. It's just his way of dealing with things. I haven't told him, or anyone else, for that matter, about any of the things you've told me for the past few weeks. The least you can do is not include me in your dramas. I don't care if you keep comparing Lewis to Caleb. You can have Caleb... AND Lewis, for all I gave a shit about. I'm just so tired of this. Ugh. Caleb.... I'm ending OUR relationship for a different reason... These past few days, I've done things I shouldn't have and yeah. This was a healthy part of my life, though... I've made, you've made... All the possible mistakes that could be made in a relationship. This is learning time. We can both be better for the next time cupid hits our asses. I'm off. xoxo Aya. PS: Caleb, your actions don't match your words, either. |
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I just had a fight with a friend. Over the dumbest possible thing. You know the picture with the Che hat, right? Well, I had it as my display pic for MSN. He goes to me, "Change the pic.... it makes you look bad". Needless to say, I was offended. The girl he liked looks like a fucking donkey. But this isn't about her... So anyway, I argued with him over why it made me look bad. He said, "You're always covered, are you ashamed of yourself?"... THE PURPOSE OF THE FUCKING PHOTO IS TO SHOW OFF MY HAT! I MAY BE BIPOLAR, SCHIZO AND OCD BUT I DON'T FUCKING HAVE SELF-ESTEEM ISSUES [I used to but... now I've grown accustomed to the way I look and I don't care much]... JESUS CHRIST. HIS DISPLAY PIC LOOKS LIKE A FUCKING HOMICIDAL MANIAC. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU SELF-RIGHTEOUS KIDS? WHY THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE SO MUCH BETTER THAN THE REST OF US AND THAT IT'S YOUR DUTY TO PROTECT US? FUCKING GO KILL YOURSELVES I'M SO FUCKING SICK OF IT. |