I am the face of love unloved.
I am the face of love unloved.
I am the face of love unloved.
I am the face of love unloved.
I am the face of love unloved.
I am the face of love unloved.
I am the face of love unloved.

Yay.

25th 2006f Mar, 2006 @ 10:03 pm - Subscribe

We had a talk about fitting into each other's lives.

The way I see it is;

Of course we don't fit into each other's lives. This is why we're internet lovers. We are going to be perfect in four years. Perfect. Absolutely perfect.

<3
mood: good
lyric: goodbye
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Fuck you.

25th 2006f Mar, 2006 @ 4:12 am - Subscribe

αφά// Fate fell short this time, your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna. says:
im crying now [not cuz of that tho]
For Every Minute You Spend Angry, You loose Sixty Seconds Of Hapiness! says:
aaaawwwwwwwwwww
For Every Minute You Spend Angry, You loose Sixty Seconds Of Hapiness! says:
wats the matta
αφά// Fate fell short this time, your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna. says:
this morning jason was like "i gotta go to rehearsals"
αφά// Fate fell short this time, your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna. says:
and im like when will you be back
αφά// Fate fell short this time, your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna. says:
he goes 8 hours
αφά// Fate fell short this time, your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna. says:
he goes "ill talk to you before you go to bed"
αφά// Fate fell short this time, your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna. says:
and im like "if you can stay up we might get like five hours to talk"
For Every Minute You Spend Angry, You loose Sixty Seconds Of Hapiness! says:
awwwwwwwwwwww
For Every Minute You Spend Angry, You loose Sixty Seconds Of Hapiness! says:
poor aya is missi hr hubby
αφά// Fate fell short this time, your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna. says:
and hes like "i know i knew youd be happy about that"
αφά// Fate fell short this time, your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna. says:
so he came on just now
αφά// Fate fell short this time, your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna. says:
we got like TWENTY MINUTES to talk
αφά// Fate fell short this time, your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna. says:
and then hes like 'im gonna go to bed'
For Every Minute You Spend Angry, You loose Sixty Seconds Of Hapiness! says:
aaaawwwwwww
For Every Minute You Spend Angry, You loose Sixty Seconds Of Hapiness! says:
hes jus tired
αφά// Fate fell short this time, your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna. says:
i know but the thing is...
αφά// Fate fell short this time, your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna. says:
at the beginning of this whole thing
αφά// Fate fell short this time, your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna. says:
we were kidding around and talking about marriage, and he was like "you're great but i dont want to be with you because you dont fit in with my life plan"
For Every Minute You Spend Angry, You loose Sixty Seconds Of Hapiness! says:
wat
αφά// Fate fell short this time, your smile fades in the summer. Place your hand in mine, I'll leave when I wanna. says:
and i was like "ouch okay"... and now he's gone and made me be in a relationship with him even though he was right and he knew we wouldnt work

You told me we wouldn't work. You told me blatantly that I wouldn't fit into your life;

[08:36:48 PM] » a?a « Am : we'd run a fun household, no doubt about
it
[08:37:09 PM] SomeGuy: I think we'd have fun in most aspects of our
life if we were to be together
[08:37:21 PM] » a?a « Am : are you making a proposal, jason love?
[08:37:37 PM] SomeGuy: lol if I were, I doubt youd accept
[08:37:53 PM] » a?a « Am : you never know.
[08:38:12 PM] SomeGuy: if I were to ask
[08:38:14 PM] SomeGuy: right here and now
[08:38:16 PM] SomeGuy: would you?
[08:38:23 PM] » a?a « Am : I'm not answering that
[08:38:26 PM] » a?a « Am : you either ask or you dont
[08:38:27 PM] » a?a « Am : tounge.gif
[08:38:31 PM] SomeGuy: there goes honesty
[08:38:33 PM] SomeGuy: lol
[08:38:53 PM] » a?a « Am : oh hush... there goes your boldness
[08:38:54 PM] » a?a « Am : tounge.gif
[08:39:04 PM] SomeGuy: theres bold and then theres bold
[08:39:26 PM] SomeGuy: I have a plan in life and I dont know if
proposing to you right now would be best for it

Why did you go on to ask me out? Why did you say you loved me? Why did you fucking make me get into this relationship... WHEN YOU KNEW YOURSELF WE WOULDN'T WORK? I fucking hate this. I hate you.
mood: annoyed
lyric: we are the pulse of the maggots
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Weird marks.

24th 2006f Mar, 2006 @ 4:28 am - Subscribe

I woke up with this and this on my arms...

They're not scratches, as the skin isn't grazed. I don't get into fights and I'm not clumsy.

Wtf are they o_O
mood: annoyed
lyric: i want you to sigh, and fall apart
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Time may change me. But I can't change time.

23rd 2006f Mar, 2006 @ 4:10 am - Subscribe

Hmm so it's getting kind of... intimate with Jason.

Got honked at while I was walking down the street. My hormones are slowly becoming one big ball of rage. I hate men. Except Jason.

I'm kinda sleepy so this'll be shortish.

He keeps asking why I love him. It's kind of annoying. Karma I guess. Cheeky bugger. I love him. <3

I should stop talking about him now. -slaps her own hand-.

He wanted me to copy and paste EVERYTHING I've ever said to my friends about him. lol. So I sent him Patricia and I's perfect man convo.

Hmm he was an assistant chef =D

I'm still talking about him. -giggles-. We're not a couple.

He hates my voice blahahah!

Not using any more of my credit on him. Hrmph.

He sent me a whole buncha peecturez. He looks like a druggie. xD

Once again, I love him. Haha. =D
mood: sleepy
lyric: its back again
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Best/worst phone conversation ever.

22nd 2006f Mar, 2006 @ 12:59 am - Subscribe

Me- Jason?
Jason- Who are you?
Me- Aya.
*silence*
Jason- Who are you?
Me- AYA! Ay-Why-Ay.
Jason- OHHHHHHH. I can't believe you're calling me!
Me- Idiot.
Jason- By the way, I didn't block your or anything.. I got your email... I fell asleep and my computer automatically shut off.
Me- So now I bore you to death huh?
Jason- Nah, I was just tired. I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M TALKING TO YOU.
Me- You're making me seem like a robot or a celebrity or something.
Jason- No, it's just... I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M TALKING TO YOU.
Me- (to gina) Haha he can't believe he's talking to me.
Jason- Shut the fuck up.
Me- You shut the fuck up.
Jason- You shut the fuck up.
Me- I'm wasting $30 on you so be nice.
Jason- Wow, well, I'll be on today, so you can hang up.
Me- Trying to get rid of me?
Jason- No, I just don't want you wasting your money.
Me- Okay, bye bitch.
Jason- Bye slut. I love you.
Me- Love ya too.

Hahaha <33
mood: good
lyric: I know you didnt mean it
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When it all falls apart.

21st 2006f Mar, 2006 @ 3:41 am - Subscribe

I love this song.

I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself out cause things are mended
mood: okayish
lyric: not again
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Computer studies.

20th 2006f Mar, 2006 @ 4:39 pm - Subscribe

I am utterly bored.

I think it's time for a change of layout.

-cries-

-can't use the school's imaging programs-.

Yes, I do indeed suck.

No one is on MSN.

Gah.. big fat gah.
mood: wretched
lyric: LALALALALA
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A stupid question begets a stupid answer.

18th 2006f Mar, 2006 @ 4:40 pm - Subscribe

If you're going to ask me if someone is better looking than you, and I say yes, don't fucking go off at me.

Retards. ;|

Your own fault for asking.
mood: annoyed
lyric: memories of you, and things we used to do
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Honesty- Your top 8.

16th 2006f Mar, 2006 @ 2:29 am - Subscribe

So I like stole this from myspace.

[PERSON ONE]: Gina
1) How long have you known this person?: Since seventh grade
2) Where does this person live?: In a cardboard box.
3) What is this person's initials?: GMC
4) Why is this person in spot 1?: Because she's the biggest slut in the world ;)
5) How did you meet?: On the oval, during PE. We were bludging... I was talking to a dead bug...
6) Do you have any classes with this person?: All besides computers and Arabic.
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[PERSON TWO]: Natasha

1) Is this person older than 15?: Noooo she's my twin <3
2) Have you done anything illegal with this person?: We would have but her daddy said no :(
3) What is this person's stereotype?: Um... she's a... purple taco.
4) What song(s) remind you of this person?: Anything by INXS.
5) Do you trust him/her?: Yes.
6) How did you meet?: She was talking about her upcoming birthday and I was like "HEY THAT'S MY BIRTHDAY TOO!!"
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[PERSON THREE]: Caleb

1) What is this person's favorite food?: His nan's gnocci.
2) Does he/she have any siblings?: Um, two younger sisters, one brother I think, and one sister who's older. [EDIT= TWO OLDER BROTHERS... pretentious whore]
3) What school does this person go to?: Hobart College.
4) Is this person atheletic?: Oh yeah he loves footy ;)
5) What do you like the most about this person?: His large intestine.
6) Has this person ever spent the night at your house?: No.
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[PERSON FOUR]: Patricia

1) Who is this person's best friend?: Kaz.
2) Why is this person on your Top 8?: Because she smells funny XD
3) When's the last time you saw this person?: Last year.
4) Does this person have a crush on anyone?: I'm not saying. =P
5) If you were to go to Six flags would you take this person?: No idea what that is.
6) How did you meet?: School.
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[PERSON FIVE]: Mark

1) What is your favorite thing about this person?: He's sutpid. xD
2) What are this person's hobbies?: Drinking beer.
3) Does this person have a 4.0 GPA?: He used to. =P
4) What car does this person drive if they are over 16? A forklift? xDD
5) How long do you want to stay in touch with this person? As long as I can.
6) Is this person your boyfriend/girlfriend?: No
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[PERSON SIX]: Sweety

1) Do you know this person's parents?: Nope
2) What type of clothes does this person wear?: Funky ones.
3) Have you been to his/her house?: No
4) What's your favorite memory with them?: "Steal Mark's pants!" Silly girl.
5) Are you older? No.
6) How did you meet?: School.

[PERSON SEVEN]: Jalen

1) Have you seen this person's baby pictures?: No
2) What is one thing this person taught you?: That 12 year olds aren't always virgins [though they should be]
3) One thing you taught them?: The truth.
4) What is this person's initials?: JO
5) Have you gotten that: ??
6) How did you meet?: Through Gina.
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[PERSON EIGHT]: Feeh.

1) If you could change one thing about him/her?: She cheats on people :P
2) Does this person trust you?: Yup.
3) Have you ever broke this person's heart?: Nope.
4) How old was this person when you first met?: 12 or 13.
5) What is this persons favorite food?: I don't remember.
6) How did you meet?: School.
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[ABOUT ALL OF THEM]:

1) Out of your top eight who did you last ride with in a car?: Gina.
2) Would 4 & 6 make a good couple: Lol. Totally.
3) What about 1 and 3?: Yes, 3 thinks 1 is a sexy beast. rofl.
4) Who has SEEN you cry?: All the female ones.
5) Who has the nicest car out of all eight?: Don't know.
6) Who smoked cigarettes out of your top 8?: Feeh has, maybe Mark, maybe Jalen.
7) Do 2 and 8 like each other?: NO.
8) Which two people on your list are different from the rest?: Jalen and Feeh.
9) Who was the last person on your top eight to call you? Erm, Caleb.
10) Do you love any one on your top eight?: All of them! :D
11)Do you hate any one on your top eight?: No.
12) Which one of your top eight is easiest to talk to?: Caleb, Feeh and Jalen.
13) Which of your top 8 do you think is the smartest?: Caleb.
14) Which of your top 8 do you think is the funniest?: Natasha and Sweety.
15) Which of your top 8 do you think is the nicest?: Natasha, Sweety and Mark.
16) Which of your top 8 do you think is the most shy?: Natasha. Maybe Jalen.
17) Which of your top 8 do you think is the most outgoing?: Feeh.
18) Which of your top 8 do you think is the craziest?: Natasha.
mood: good
lyric: i miss that town
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Down.

15th 2006f Mar, 2006 @ 3:53 am - Subscribe

Let's get drunk
You can drive us to the harbor
Wish upon a star but
Do you know what stars are?
Balls of fire, burning up the black space
Falling from the landscape
Exploding in the face of God

Let's get crazy,
Talk about our big plans
Places that you're going
Places that I haven't been
Build my walls up
Concrete castle
Keep this kingdom free of hassle, yeah

Yeah
Yeah

I hear sound echo in the emptiness
All around but you can't change this loneliness
Look what you've found, I've fallen down

Taste the saline rolling down your cheekbone
Tell me that you're alone, tell me on the telephone
Feel your heart it breaks within your chest now
Try to get some rest now, sleeps not coming easy for a while, child

Child, yeah

I hear sound echo in the emptiness
All around but you can't change this loneliness
Look what you've found, I've fallen down
Down, down
Down, down

I hear sound echo in the emptiness
All around but you can't change this loneliness
Look what you've found, I've fallen down
Look at what you've found, I'm falling down
Look at what you've found, I'm falling down
mood: good
lyric: look what you've found, i've fallen down
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