Date: Jan 8th, 2010 12:58:59 am - Subscribe
Mood: frazzled

Well another day. Another day without work, but is optimistic. Snow on the ground-cold, brrr. Good weather to stay inside and snuggle with the love of my life. I love u baby, very much. I hope this entry finds u safe, or at least somewhat safe. U rly need to be here with me. I'm doing fine, my spirits are bright and my head is remaining up. Love u baby. I hope ur staying strong for me too, I know u can be. I love u dear. x
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Bent but unbroken
Date: Jan 5th, 2010 2:11:15 am - Subscribe
Mood: eek!

Well another day. Another cold wintery day and yet somehow I manage to keep my spirits up. I love my Jess and want her here with me, yet I want to be able to provide for her. The job search continues while I await the state's decision on my unemployment claim. I will seek out a therapist at some point-but u have to understand my financial resiurces are very limited. I will do the best I can for u baby. I love u so very much and I hope we stay together forever. Get the police involved. fight back as best u can and stay strong. You're much better than they are and u have me on your side. I love u so much. x
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Date: Jan 2nd, 2010 5:24:43 am - Subscribe
Mood: glum

My beautiful babygirl-I hope that the 2nd day of 2010 is finding u safe and alive-I think about you every single day and I worry. I am continuing to fight the good fight and stay strong-I know that we can make 2010 our year. I love you so much baby, it's unreal. You are my inspiration, my reason for going on. I want so much right now to do nothing but run away with you and to have a decent life together-I find myself wishing I could talk to u on MSN, even that helps a lot, more than u realize. I love u so much baby. x

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uncertain but hopeful
Date: Dec 31st, 2009 2:10:19 am - Subscribe
Mood: okay

Well another fresh new year is mere hours away. I look forward to it-2009 was for the most part ok-near the end it got rough. Losing 2 relatives and a job turned me sour on '09. Baby I wish u were here so we could see in 2010 together-but I know u are beside me in spirit. I love u dearly, more than anything. I hope that 2010 brings us together finally, if only for a visit. Love u so much. x

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Date: Dec 27th, 2009 4:37:28 am - Subscribe
Mood: fragile

I love you. I love you more than life itself. You are my best friend, my confindante, my soul mate. You are the reason I keep going. You are the reason I am holding it together and staying strong. I know you are out there, somewhere, feeling the same things I am. I love you, Jess Marie. Forever. x
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