happy :)
Date: Dec 26th, 2009 3:39:54 am - Subscribe
Mood: super


Well here we are. Another Christmas has come and gone, and 2009 is nearing its end. I have been through a lot this year-2 relatives have passed and I have sustained a job loss-but through it all, impossible as it may seem, I have not folded. I haven't let myself go. I have remained alive and strong with my head held high. I have a wonderful gf and what I feel a bright future ahead. I don't know what 2010 will bring-but I do know that it is a fresh new year with no mistakes. I intend for the new year to better myself in some form or fashion. I will continue to learn and grow as a person and to be the best bf and eventual husband I can be to a very important and prwecious person in my life-that's u baby. U deserve so much and if it's within my power u shall have it. I love you so much-and I know together we can make this our year. x
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worried yet happy
Date: Dec 23rd, 2009 2:52:33 am - Subscribe
Mood: lost


Well here we are approaching another Christmas apart-sucks. I am leaning on u via Facebook, so it takes a little of the sting out. I love u honey. One of the things I have realised is not to let this current setback get me down, to not lose my spirit and to keep fighting, and I will. I need you to keep fighting also and to keep staying strong and not let things get u down. Your family isn't much of a family at all-you're the better person. Rise above it and stay strong like I know my Jess can. I love u so much. x
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uncertain
Date: Dec 20th, 2009 3:26:19 am - Subscribe
Mood: chillin


Baby u need to get the police involved. If they physically tried to kill u that's called attempted murder. I assume the laws are the same all over the world. No one hurts or tried to kill my baby. I am here waiting for u, and will be here forever for u. I love u so much. I'm doing ok, my head is remaining high and I know I will get through this-we will get through this and be together forever and have a good life. I will remain strong for u because I know this can't last forever, my situation and yours. I wish I could hold u right now, and in that moment, u will be safe forever. I love u so much baby. x
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wondering what the hell will happen
Date: Dec 18th, 2009 4:52:44 am - Subscribe
Mood: agitated


Well it's a cold, rainy windy day here..perfect to match my mood. I hope I get unemployment-no reason I shouldn't but u never know. I don't have the right paperwork yet to file, hopefully it'll be in the post today or tomorrow so I can file first thing Monday morning. I'm not driving myself crazy and ruminating on bad things-knowing you're out there somewhere and u love me and are my girl is enough to keep me going a little longer. I am staying strong for you-if it weren't for the knowledge that u are out there I would probably sink deeper into despair. I love u dearly baby, I really do. I just want to have u smuggled out of the uk and here to me. I love u. x
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worried
Date: Dec 16th, 2009 3:04:40 am - Subscribe
Mood: deflated


I miss you, honey. I have been feeling really depressed and crap the last couple of days. However I am staying strong for u-but it's hard because you're not around to talk to. I was fired Monday night-and at that instant my entire world came to a complete halt. I really wish u were around-I love you dearly and I need to talk to u. x
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