andy316s Aeonity Blog

hmm

Fri, 08 Jan 2010 00:58:59 -0600

Well another day. Another day without work, but is optimistic. Snow on the ground-cold, brrr. Good weather to stay inside and snuggle with the love of my life. I love u baby, very much. I hope this entry finds u safe, or at least somewhat safe. U rly need to be here with me. I'm doing fine, my spirits are bright and my head is remaining up. Love u ... Read More

Bent but unbroken

Tue, 05 Jan 2010 02:11:15 -0600

Well another day. Another cold wintery day and yet somehow I manage to keep my spirits up. I love my Jess and want her here with me, yet I want to be able to provide for her. The job search continues while I await the state's decision on my unemployment claim. I will seek out a therapist at some point-but u have to understand my financial resiurces... Read More

hmmm

Sat, 02 Jan 2010 05:24:43 -0600

My beautiful babygirl-I hope that the 2nd day of 2010 is finding u safe and alive-I think about you every single day and I worry. I am continuing to fight the good fight and stay strong-I know that we can make 2010 our year. I love you so much baby, it's unreal. You are my inspiration, my reason for going on. I want so much right now to do nothing ... Read More

uncertain but hopeful

Thu, 31 Dec 2009 02:10:19 -0600

Well another fresh new year is mere hours away. I look forward to it-2009 was for the most part ok-near the end it got rough. Losing 2 relatives and a job turned me sour on '09. Baby I wish u were here so we could see in 2010 together-but I know u are beside me in spirit. I love u dearly, more than anything. I hope that 2010 brings us together fina... Read More

scared

Sun, 27 Dec 2009 04:37:28 -0600

I love you. I love you more than life itself. You are my best friend, my confindante, my soul mate. You are the reason I keep going. You are the reason I am holding it together and staying strong. I know you are out there, somewhere, feeling the same things I am. I love you, Jess Marie. Forever. x... Read More

happy :)

Sat, 26 Dec 2009 03:39:54 -0600

Well here we are. Another Christmas has come and gone, and 2009 is nearing its end. I have been through a lot this year-2 relatives have passed and I have sustained a job loss-but through it all, impossible as it may seem, I have not folded. I haven't let myself go. I have remained alive and strong with my head held high. I have a wonderful gf and ... Read More

worried yet happy

Wed, 23 Dec 2009 02:52:33 -0600

Well here we are approaching another Christmas apart-sucks. I am leaning on u via Facebook, so it takes a little of the sting out. I love u honey. One of the things I have realised is not to let this current setback get me down, to not lose my spirit and to keep fighting, and I will. I need you to keep fighting also and to keep staying strong and n... Read More

uncertain

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 03:26:19 -0600

Baby u need to get the police involved. If they physically tried to kill u that's called attempted murder. I assume the laws are the same all over the world. No one hurts or tried to kill my baby. I am here waiting for u, and will be here forever for u. I love u so much. I'm doing ok, my head is remaining high and I know I will get through this-we ... Read More

wondering what the hell will happen

Fri, 18 Dec 2009 04:52:44 -0600

Well it's a cold, rainy windy day here..perfect to match my mood. I hope I get unemployment-no reason I shouldn't but u never know. I don't have the right paperwork yet to file, hopefully it'll be in the post today or tomorrow so I can file first thing Monday morning. I'm not driving myself crazy and ruminating on bad things-knowing you're out ther... Read More

worried

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 03:04:40 -0600

I miss you, honey. I have been feeling really depressed and crap the last couple of days. However I am staying strong for u-but it's hard because you're not around to talk to. I was fired Monday night-and at that instant my entire world came to a complete halt. I really wish u were around-I love you dearly and I need to talk to u. x... Read More