not sure what to make of my guy neighbor
Date: Jul 1st, 2008 7:11:24 am - Subscribe
Mood: accepted
I would like a good fuck like any normal girl out there with a healthy dose of sex drive. But it may be too complicated because he's my neighbor. and my new friend who's also my neighbor has already slept with him. but that part doesn't bother me for some reason. she just seems so unthreatening and I like her spunkiness a lot. he's a little to skinny for me if i was to judge physicalness only but he might be good. should i just keep my sexual thoughts to myself or act on it? he's just so...right there. well, if i do decide to do it, it wouldn't be anytime soon since i still love adam so much. but i know he wants me to move on too. i saw myself being with adam for a long time, apparently life doesn't think that's a good thing right now. maybe it's just bad timing. i don't know. i could go on forever about this.
i really enjoy margaritas, even bad ones. lol.
oh sadness, some punk-ass stole my new bike. i haven't even had for two whole weeks yet. lame ass. equal lameness of when i got mugged of my purse that had my new camera in it. stealing in america is just... intolerable. i can pardon those who steal in dirt poor countries , but we have no excuse here.
i'm really glad to have met T because she's the first older viet chick that doesn't patronize me nor tell me what to do like she's my mother. She's being a good friend, and that's exactly what I need right now. Good friends who are fun, smart, and available.
And being a straight girl, she's cool with GLBT and has actually complimented me in ways guys usually do. which is hot. so she's got a good self-esteem about her. her compliments and thoughts seem genuine. and lord knows the LAST thing I need right now is DRAMA. lol.
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Getting over Adam
Date: Jul 1st, 2008 6:55:45 am - Subscribe
Mood: patient
It's been a little over a week now, and I must say what it difference a week makes in the pain. It helped that we brought closure on our last night of goodbye.
And it helps that I'm having sexual thoughts about one of my neighbors. And that I'm going out and hanging out with other people instead of staying inside alone with my stupid thoughts.
And I'm glad I've finally started my blog coz I've been getting lazy with my journaling. i like the appeal of strangers reading my blog. I might regret that later too. but for now, it feels good to have a place to put down my thoughts. But i promise myself to not keep my thoughts exclusively to this, i HAVE to continue socializing and sharing my thoughts with other people in person and start creating relationships.
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