malingering
date: Nov 13th, 2007 8:19:26 pm - Subscribe
mood: ~'~


i miss us.
you can say, 'there was no us'...
because you cannot see
the undefined still is, not by definition
but by this
thing inside that says,
'you're stupid...but not wrong.'
i miss
early morning messages that belied
your need to not think
to not think of me, especially
and the real sin
is that i let you
not let me.
i've gotten pretty good at hiding
the sorrow that crosses me
like fingernails on flesh
raw and insolent and mean
better yet at misdirection
make you believe you don't move me
or anyone can move me
i can be moved
by anything
you believe
wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong
i scream with eyes that reach nothing
and hands that can't touch you
and, you're right, i don't love you
what would be the point?

Nov 11th, 2007 11:21:10 pm
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