currency
date: May 1st, 2007 5:42:51 pm - Subscribe
mood: connected


i'm shocked.
weak in the knees
revival.
i fail to meet your eyes
so often...

...this is why.


Feb 26th, 2007 5:35:17 pm
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witch haiku #3
date: May 1st, 2007 5:42:18 pm - Subscribe
mood: ice cream headache


icy is the spot
on the pond of consciousness
where you deny me.


Dec 24th, 2006 7:18:56 am
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waste
date: May 1st, 2007 5:41:29 pm - Subscribe
mood: comfortably numb


more words for you
than for anyone else.

words for
the garbage disposal...
the loo....
the rubbish bin would notice
more than you....

exercises in futility
and restraint

and practice will
not make perfect.


Dec 19th, 2006 2:46:06 pm
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very binary
date: May 1st, 2007 5:40:40 pm - Subscribe
mood: withdrawn


...two
i watch
you fit
perfectly
no room
no need
too good
for me
jealousy
no room
no need
i'm less
than she
and cannot
fit so
perfectly.


Dec 19th, 2006 4:28:16 am
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message
date: May 1st, 2007 5:39:48 pm - Subscribe
mood: swell


i check messages....

like little surprise rewards
for an all-day isolation
a day without words
a day without sun
i hear from the only one
i really care to.

...and now it's a good day.


Dec 15th, 2006 10:48:42 pm
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say it.
date: May 1st, 2007 5:39:06 pm - Subscribe
mood: witchy


say it.
say i'm ugly
you pity me
you wish i'd be appropriate
and quit
trying to get into you,
your head,
under your skin.
say it.
it's awkward
and insane
you wish i'd be as good as you
and behave.
maintain some sense
of distance
and restraint.
say it.
i am not your type
so blunt and mean
but the flattery is a simple thing
to tolerate.
i test boundaries beyond
what's safe.
say it.
say you still can't
help but think
you'd like the feel of
me beneath
you i know you already
like this. i know.
say it.

Dec 12th, 2006 3:39:09 am
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polyamory
date: May 1st, 2007 5:38:29 pm - Subscribe
mood: aquatic


both.

unjealous.
relentless.

i offer you
both.

have this
have that
have both.

resistance.
relentless.

you must not want
both.

dare be the one
man who
won't.

date: Dec 11th, 2006 12:13:08 am
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cold
date: May 1st, 2007 5:37:52 pm - Subscribe
mood: bummed


you shiver in the cold
and i want to give some
warm to you

if only for shredded seconds
a hand on a hand
a breath in ear
arms around
face against the front of you
not looking up
for reaction

an unanswered unknown
an unnecessary syndrome...

i stand three feet away and wish you warm.

Dec 10th, 2006 10:13:21 pm
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dexterity
date: May 1st, 2007 5:36:45 pm - Subscribe
mood: clumsy


mentally sitting on my hands
i refuse every sublimation of
invitation to touch.

my hands have forgotten,
with the rest of me, how to
play the instrument.

as with a saffron sandcastle or
a cocaine centerpiece
i focus to barely breathe.

all of me immersed in
the control of the now...
only waiting.


Dec 8th, 2006 10:31:31 pm
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disconnected
date: May 1st, 2007 5:36:18 pm - Subscribe
mood: lifeless


obvious breakages
misdialed
electrical interference
i hold the line.

operator interruptions
distant voices
battery low
i hold the line.

call-waiting
wrong number
silence.
i hold the line

alone.
disconnected.


Oct 8th, 2006 11:54:57 pm
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aaria
date: May 1st, 2007 5:35:55 pm - Subscribe
mood: ~'~


if i don't have words for you for a week
you won't notice.

you fail to recognize when another crown
makes tribute...
...i am not offended.

damned if you do and a saint if you don't.

were i you, and thus not-quite-pursued, i would eat the words like exclusive candy, made only for me. i think.

but you are not vain, it would seem.
not hasty, not stupid, not base...

i notice.

and offer tribute.


Sep 20th, 2006 5:49:33 am
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the one that started it all...
date: May 1st, 2007 5:35:29 pm - Subscribe
mood: distracted


it's all so silly and beautiful
to be so careful.
to do nothing.

if you ever were
to touch me

i would ignite
and overwhelm you.


originally posted: 16.02.2006
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prognostication
date: May 1st, 2007 5:35:01 pm - Subscribe
mood: zen


i sleep with you under my pillow... i know how it begins...and how it ends. all paths lead to one destination... the next one.


originally posted: 22.2.2006
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chimeric
date: May 1st, 2007 5:34:32 pm - Subscribe
mood: insatiable


what do i want from you?
i know you wonder.

a rewind button...
to go back before
you caught the scent
when it was uncomplicated
and i knew for sure it was
all one-sided meaninglessness
when there was no sliver
of reality to compete with
fantasy before
you started playing this
infernal game of
subliminal footsie
with me

so what do i want?
nothing.
everything.
anything.

what do i expect?
nothing.
everything.
anything.

what does it matter?

i want only what is.


originally posted: 3/3/2006
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make believe
date: May 1st, 2007 5:34:00 pm - Subscribe
mood: disillusioned


"you can believe anything you want to .... "
i believe that's the scariest thing i've ever heard.

with just the slightest holding of breath,
it was said.
with just the slightest softness
instead of
the usual guarded edge.

careful, careful...
to give such permissions to this...

originally posted: 26.2.2006
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baby blue
date: May 1st, 2007 5:33:32 pm - Subscribe
mood: inadequate


too close
tease the ugly girl
i smell your sweat
and try to bump into you


Aug 28th, 2006 3:05:52 am
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witch haiku #2
date: May 1st, 2007 5:33:02 pm - Subscribe
mood: catty


there will be no fruit
between the air and the earth
where i stand planted.


Aug 25th, 2006 4:38:22 pm
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bad influence
date: May 1st, 2007 5:31:55 pm - Subscribe
mood: audacious


i make you colour outside the lines,
sniff the glue,
and run with scissors
toy with the boy with the will
i push you down on the
playground
and call you names and
show you things like
four-leaf clovers and my underpants.

Aug 14th, 2006 2:02:05 am
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swerve
date: May 1st, 2007 5:31:27 pm - Subscribe
mood: coy


and i swerve
fake a turn
and i would
if you would
but you don't
so i won't
go there
be aware
white tees
and jeans
make me think
bad girl things
feel you up
in my dreams
let me down
in between
all the greetings
and goodbyes
so gently
with nothing
undenied but
unadmittedly
implied
and i would
if you would
but you don't.

Aug 6th, 2006 11:22:58 pm
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just is.
date: May 1st, 2007 5:30:54 pm - Subscribe
mood: ducky


he says,
you just want to touch me.
and i say, yes,
and think, just...
if only.


Jul 31st, 2006 2:24:48 am
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