partitioning
date: May 1st, 2007 6:30:21 pm - Subscribe
mood: callous
the bars at the zoo
separate me from the
dangerous animals
like these invisible walls
separate me from you
and i stretch and yawn
and watch you in my ennui
just waiting, waiting
Jul 17th, 2006 9:12:30 am
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utero
date: May 1st, 2007 6:30:00 pm - Subscribe
mood: whatever
explanations
for sublimations
and distances
and changes...
unsaid, i heard
as i seem to do
much as i seem
to hate the truth
i don't care
my new mantra
i don't care
Jul 16th, 2006 9:30:14 pm
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witch haiku #1
date: May 1st, 2007 6:29:34 pm - Subscribe
mood: withdrawn
cicadas will drone
sooner than i will again
try to enchant you
Jul 9th, 2006 11:18:02 pm
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the crush
date: May 1st, 2007 6:28:42 pm - Subscribe
mood: deflated
illegible
and self-controlled
and cold
i sing to please
you
send me home
as disappointed
as you must be
with me
no one else makes
me feel quite so
ugly
Jul 9th, 2006 10:08:20 pm
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lines
date: May 1st, 2007 6:27:47 pm - Subscribe
mood: twitchy
the beauty is
you neither
reject nor
accept
me.
Jul 3rd, 2006 2:03:02 am
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pleasure deprivation
date: May 1st, 2007 6:27:15 pm - Subscribe
mood: sinful
i want you.
i want you.
i want you.
and you sit there with
the confidence of a
most-wanted man.
smiling, a secret,
a king.
i shake in
my ache and
my need
to touch you
forbidden fruit.
Jul 2nd, 2006 11:06:13 pm
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mouth
date: May 1st, 2007 6:26:42 pm - Subscribe
mood: shady
those awful things i say
pale in comparison to the
actions i repress and throw away
not touching you is
a total act of will
of yours, it must be,
because my own
would feel
you pressed between
a wall and me
with room to only
writhe and breathe
barely.
Jun 18th, 2006 11:50:38 pm
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aMuse me
date: May 1st, 2007 6:26:18 pm - Subscribe
mood: ambivalent
don't worry
i won't really
i'm too inspired
by what isn't
Jun 17th, 2006 11:49:28 am
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a new drug
date: May 1st, 2007 6:25:33 pm - Subscribe
mood: addicted
attention is a drug.
you don't realize that if you've never had your poison.
someone comes along and shows you a new push, a new method,
a new variety, and all of a sudden you're addicted.
a normal and not-lonely person can turn into
a fiending junkie overnight,
waiting for the next hit of that good shit..
useless as nancy spungen
on a three-week binge...
(originally posted 26.2.06)
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blinders
date: May 1st, 2007 6:25:02 pm - Subscribe
mood: unknown
i heard you
before
i saw you
took my time
with the eyes
but could've named
that tune in
one note
exude.
a word
that's you.
the i-could-have-
but-i-want-not
is all i ever knew
and probably
all i care to
eyes to the ceiling,
floor, no more
focusing on the
arms and hands
and what they do
and what they could...
i listen
opened
eyes closed.
Jun 5th, 2006 12:47:38 am
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silly putty
date: May 1st, 2007 6:23:53 pm - Subscribe
mood: pathetic
i tell myself a thousand times
a week
i will not say anything
i will not be that girl
i will not make an ass
of myself
AGAIN
but i do
if i even look at you
every hair stands on end
just touch me once
on the small of my back
and i'll break
a sweat or a song or
some sign that lets on
what's wrong,
what's wrong
with wanting you?...
and do you really
mind if i do?
Jun 5th, 2006 12:32:26 am
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assumed consumed
date: May 1st, 2007 6:23:14 pm - Subscribe
mood: alone
i took the hints too far
which one will do when
they've waited for hints
without hope
for this long
i am not a paper doll
to line up hand to hand
with all the other paper dolls
one big smiling
happy family
what was my quiet hunger
is now an obvious growl
and hard to hide
when i can
smell your fear
Jun 4th, 2006 6:32:45 am
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apropos apologies
date: May 1st, 2007 6:22:28 pm - Subscribe
mood: peeved
don't say you're sorry.
you're not sorry.
people are always "apologizing."
it's the new rage in avoidance.
"i'm sorry i didn't get back to you..."
and, "sorry i've been too busy to..."
yeah.
whatever.
thing is,
you're not sorry.
you just can't think of anything real to say
like,
"i'd respond, but i'm trying to keep you
out of my head, because
i know if i let you in...."
or,
"i hate it that i like you even a little bit,
so i'm withdrawing myself from your
overbearing black sunshine."
but no.
it's always just
"i'm sorry i didn't ---"
yeah.
whatever.
complicators,
you apologizers.
originally posted elsewhere at another time
date: Aug 29th, 2006 4:32:04 pm
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venomous
date: May 1st, 2007 6:20:56 pm - Subscribe
mood: sneaky
hold me
at arm's length
like you would
a snake
it's in my nature
to catch you
looking the
other way and
get my teeth
in and out
before you
feel it hit
while still
rubbing the
spot that's already
been bit.
originally posted:
March 03, 2006
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little red
date: May 1st, 2007 6:19:10 pm - Subscribe
mood: hungry
linger
with me for a moment
at the risk of
being devoured...
date: Aug 29th, 2006 4:21:51 pm
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