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arionsrage its not ok, i promise - Subscribe
my review of three cheers for sweet revenge is as follows:

the first time i heard my chemical romance was on fuse. they played helena, which i did like.

after listening through the album a couple times my impression is that they're a garage band that signed with a record label. the lead singer, uses the same screaming voice through the whole cd. they didn't really use any different form of harmony besides the usual upbeat drum pace with a heavy guitar.

i don't think they're very musically gifted and it did show in this album. i don't think i'd call them very creative either. they're more the extreme of taking back sunday but not in a good way.

best songs on the album: helena, its not ok i promise, to the end

overall rating of album: 6
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Mood: lackadaisical
: the silmarillion; my chemical romance

arionsrage and your eyes have to do some raining, if you\'re ever gonna grow Jul 16th, 2005 9:56:53 pm - Subscribe
i think that any pre-college relationship is doomed. i'm going to guess that 99.9% of all high school relationships end in college or divorce.

i listened to i'm wide awake, its morning. it was definitely an awesome cd. it takes some getting used to the singer's voice. and i'm not sure if i want to put it under the punk/alternative category or the rock/country one. there were some tunes in there that sounded like someone was getting after a banjo.

i don't know the names of the songs, but especially listen to tracks: 1, 7, and 10 if you get a chance

favorite song: the last one
overall rating:8

i can't find the line between passion and obsession. as i talked myself out of running 3 miles this evening. it would have rounded me off at 100.

i wish i was a wind bender like on the show avatar.

make some noise.
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Mood: worn

arionsrage hello darkness my old friend Jul 17th, 2005 9:53:25 pm - Subscribe
i've come to talk with you again

...and a vision was planted in my brain...

still remains, within the sound of silence



some blurps of my life;

    my best day: early in the morning my brother found out i ate some of his pop tarts. since he bought them they were his. he got upset. he came downstairs, and while i was sitting on the couch, made me pay him back. no money was exchanged. only actions that are now regrets.
    this woke me up.

    my worst day: same day. its when my heart turned cold to my family. i still don't have a relationship with some of them.

    closest i've ever come to dieing: probably any time i was riding my motor cycle. my helmet flew up and blocked my vision once. it was a miracle i landed a couple jumps. i hit a dirt patch awkwardly, it sent me into an involantary wheelie. i was going somewhere around the 40-50 mph range. when i landed my front wheel wasn't straight. i did think i was going to die for about the minute i couldn't straighten out.

thats all for now. speaking of death, i almost hit a biker (albeit it a miniature one) and was almost hit by a car.

it made my wonder what man kinds purpose here on earth is. i felt like writing a whole bunch, but not so much now.

all i'm thinking about now is brushing my teeth and getting ready for tomorrow. run, work, run, grocery shop, try to make it to bed by 10.

a sad existence. i know. it sucks right now.

i almost bought cowbody bebop: the movie. i didn't because i was going in blind. and i know better than that.

i wish i would of.
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Mood: melodramatic

arionsrage she could swing the trapeze Jul 18th, 2005 3:56:46 pm - Subscribe
they could sleep on the floor

i'm currently at work. but i'm not working. i'm blogging.

my list of favorite bands right now (this list is susceptible to emotions, and will probably change many, many times).

    bright eyes
    they're new to me, and a good recovery from the burn i experienced listening to my chemical romance.


    something coporate
    always a good choice. they have everything i want from: getting pumped up, to walking by


    taking back sunday
    know your roots.


    brand new
    usually higer, i just don't feel like listening to them right now


i'm running with dr. cook after work. chances of him offering me a scholarship: 0% my hopes of getting a scholarship: 100% screwed. he gives a scholarship to everybody, that goes into seminary. or graduate school. most of the time. i'm not exactly sure.

i miss my anime shows. i just downloaded a bunch of wallpapers and cowboy bebop pictures. i might buy the movie. but i also need to buy grociers and clean up my room. and turn in my application. and apply for another job.

globes and maps

and i can't take this any more, i know that i can't take this any more, i can't this any more

cause i know some day i'll see you walk out that door.....
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Mood: sluggish
: i haven\'t read in a couple days

arionsrage love is an excuse to get hurt, then to hurt Jul 19th, 2005 11:45:25 am - Subscribe


you wanted blood
so i cut my viens
you wanted love
so i cut myself again



i can't imagine a day without music, my laptop, or a run. these are givens in my life, and i take them for granted.

i'm a sucker for covers. listen to further seems forever cover 'say it ain't so'
and finch cover 'mad world'

any good song, played in acoustic form has the same affect. the ataris acoustic version of 'eight of nine'

today. i will turn in both my applications. i will. turn in at least one of them. no doubt. no doubt in my mind. i probably will at least attempt to fill them out.

i lied. i'm not even going to attempt to fill either out.

the run with dr. cook brought nothing. waste of time? i don't think so. i made a new friend. waste of a run? absolutely

xmidnightx, what do you think of taking back sunday?


so i must find my fears and face them
or i'll cower like a dog
i'll kick and scream or kneel and bleed
i'll fight like hell to hide that i'm giving up

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Mood: decaffeinated