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arionsrage
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At the beginning of the semester, one of my professors wrote the grade scale on the board. I started to copy the points into my syllabus, and then stopped around the A- area. I wrote outside on the margin, "I do not anticipate failure." I began this semester with the goal to read all the assigned chapters, do all the homework, and know what the lecture was going to be about before I showed up to class. Now, I'm going to have a conversation with my parents about dropping out of college. I made a 48 on my most recent test. I have a project due in the same class tomorrow. I don't know what the project is. I have recently been trying to convince myself that not having a college degree is ok. At the beginning of the semester I quit running, started smoking, and decided I wanted to invest in a zippo lighter. Now I've quit smoking and started running. But I still don't have a zippo lighter. I'm thinking about moving to Flagstaff, Arizona. I've always been fond of the country. Maybe I'll buy my lighter there. |