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i sleep in on tuesdays - Subscribe
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there was lots of sadness and emo in my last post. more than i intended. but i'm not sorry
i want to move to sweden. somewhere in the alps. i want my house to be made out of wood, and to depend on my fire place for warmth, and lamps for light. right now at least. in a week i bet that'll change. it feels like running is slowly killing me. which i'm told, is what getting faster feels like. the majority of the miles are done on my own. i wonder how long i can keep this up. awhile i'm guessing. i turned in one application, and have the other on my desk right now. i'm just waiting for my schedule to come through, and then i'm all set. i have 8 hours of work everyday. i do nothing. expect play computer games and update my blog. i've done one of these so far. i don't have any deep thoughts right now. more just wondering. and hoping the next three hours fly by so i can get off work. can't wait |
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gave up my body in bed Jul 21st, 2005 11:58:10 am - Subscribe
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all for an empty hotel wasting words on lower cases and capitals my day started off with lots of offers, such as: A free phone has been reserved for you! 100+ Individuals are waitng to meet you! You've just won a free Apple IPod! Would you like to make 100k? Free Gift: Playstation Portable! New lower Mortage Rates! unfortunately, these are all lies. because i don't believe a single word they said. thus, they all went into the trash can. well, i've already got two readers. i'm surprised because i didn't think anybody would be reading this. i thought i would be screaming in space, but somebody heard me. don't get me wrong, i don't mind at all. i guess i should give you an idea of who i am. no, i'll leave it a mystery. its hot as crap right now. if you don't have a/c in your car, you will experience death. i'm starting to regret buying the my chemical romance cd. definitely not what i thought it would be. conclusions i've drawn: - lord of the rings is still awesome. - bright eyes is awesome - my chemical romance, not so awesome - filing cabneits are not a good pillow - never put on headphones without checking the sound level first - i talk to myself, and often laugh at my own jokes. if they're funny enough. i felt the need for random lines |
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some beach Jul 22nd, 2005 10:27:02 am - Subscribe
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i'm upset. and pretty angry, but i don't know why. my weekend is already shot, and my morning wasn't too great. i hate it when and, the people that, correct my spelling. its like them blatantly saying, "i'm smart and you're a dumbass". when in reality i'm a whole lot cooler than they are. ok maybe not a whole lot, or at all. they're morons because they don't have any original thoughts of their own, so they point out somebody else's mistakes to cover up the fact that they're the dumbass. anyways somebody other than my boss corrected my spelling this morning, which set my on edge. then after this morning....to say i was pushed off the edge would be like calling the pacific ocean a puddle. in other news, i've decided to buy the movie cowboy bebop. i've never watched an episode, but i have a good feeling about it. i'll let you know how it turns out. and if any of you have seen it, reviews and opinions would be nice. goals for myself: - to learn how to sword fight (better) - buy cowboy bebop: the movie - turn in my last resume those are listed by priority. |
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timberwolves at new jersey Jul 25th, 2005 9:44:16 am - Subscribe
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i did not want to come to work today. but i did. and i hate myself for it. i realized this weekend, or more, i had an epiphany. i hope that i never fall in love again. because i don't think that i could take it. i was laying in bed, about to go to sleep, when i thought; i'm lucky just to be able to go to sleep. i've spent nights laying in bed, physically sick because i was thinking about somebody else. more correctly, thinking about how somebody else was pissing me off. a girl in this case. but that feeling were i would immediately vomit if i tried to roll out of bed, consumed me. at the same time i couldn't just lay there and pretend like nothing was happening, so my entire mind was divided. i wanted to get out and take action, but i couldn't really move. i'm just glad thats over with, and hopefully it'll be a long, long time before i ever have to experience that again. if ever. the weekend came in went. i wasted sunday by watching; -->the replacements -->austin powers: international man of mystery -->austin powers: goldmember -->the replacements that was eight hours where i didn't move from the couch. but man, that was eight hours well spent. the only thing i accomplished during the weekend, was i sent an email to my friend taylor. i did that sunday night, about 15 min before i went to bed. a weekend well spent. its monday, morning. and you know what i like about monday mornings? nothing. because i hate them. in my opinion, monday should just be made part of the weekend, because no one likes monday, and extending the weekend would be way cool. agreed? i'll start working on it. obligatory lyric of the post:
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tribute, to the greatest post in the world Jul 26th, 2005 3:33:44 pm - Subscribe
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this is the greatest and best blog in the world... tribute. welcome back to your favorite site eva. i spent around 12 hours in my bed yesterday. thus the semi perfect day was achieved. "(snort) be you angels?" in case you haven't noticed, there is now a "link of the day" to your left. i'm going to change the picture to your right as soon as i find a better one. if you have one, feel free to send it to me. i'm out of food. i'm also hungry. coincidence? i'm moving into my apartment this week. which will bring the total to...5 different places i've lived in the past year. i'll keep it short. rock on |