arionsrage

your flattery is truly not becoming me
Date: Oct 30th, 2005 10:43:25 am - Subscribe
Mood: homesick


i woke up saturday morning with a call from my mom. she told me she was on her way to my apartment, which is not exactly down the street from her house. she told me the main reason that she was coming over was because she was afraid that i wasn't eating as i should be.

i've been away from home for three years now. i can only think of one other time she has ever driven out to see me, for much of the same reason.

she brought enough food for me to eat for a week. and much to my happiness, it was real food. much to my dislike, it would require more preparation than sticking it in the microwave.

after a meal that a hobbit from the lord of the rings would have been full from, and after a long and heart felt talk with my mom, i felt a lot better. whether or not her "mother sense" was tingling, or it was pure coincidence, she ended up curing whatever was wrong with my head.

in no way do i deserve that sort of unconditional love, especially from someone that i've completely shut out for the past several years. a parent's love for its child is the hope of life, when all life has left the child.

or it is the black hole inside the child where life is sucked away.


i'm going to start a tradition on friday, saturday and sunday mornings. i'm gonna open the blinds the night before, so that i wake up by the natural light of the sun. then fix a cup of coffee, read newly updated sci fi/fantasy stories from elfwood, and work through a couple chapters in a book.
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