arionsrage

hello darkness my old friend
Date: Jul 17th, 2005 9:53:25 pm - Subscribe
Mood: melodramatic


i've come to talk with you again

...and a vision was planted in my brain...

still remains, within the sound of silence

some blurps of my life;

my best day: early in the morning my brother found out i ate some of his pop tarts. since he bought them they were his. he got upset. he came downstairs, and while i was sitting on the couch, made me pay him back. no money was exchanged. only actions that are now regrets.
this woke me up.

my worst day: same day. its when my heart turned cold to my family. i still don't have a relationship with some of them.

closest i've ever come to dieing: probably any time i was riding my motor cycle. my helmet flew up and blocked my vision once. it was a miracle i landed a couple jumps. i hit a dirt patch awkwardly, it sent me into an involantary wheelie. i was going somewhere around the 40-50 mph range. when i landed my front wheel wasn't straight. i did think i was going to die for about the minute i couldn't straighten out.

thats all for now. speaking of death, i almost hit a biker (albeit it a miniature one) and was almost hit by a car.

it made my wonder what man kinds purpose here on earth is. i felt like writing a whole bunch, but not so much now.

all i'm thinking about now is brushing my teeth and getting ready for tomorrow. run, work, run, grocery shop, try to make it to bed by 10.

a sad existence. i know. it sucks right now.

i almost bought cowbody bebop: the movie. i didn't because i was going in blind. and i know better than that.

i wish i would of.
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