obsessive compulsive order
Date: Sep 25th, 2005 11:18:23 am - Subscribe
Mood: angry
i saw the exorcism of emily rose last night. not only was it not scary, but i didn't even dream about it.
instead i dreamt about a girl last night. not a wet dream, i promise.
i'm at one of these points were i don't want anything to do with women. as in i'm not dating, and i don't want to date. but if i had to, i'd be this girl.
i don't know her, shes just strikingly beautiful. i think her name's kate. there was no sexual content to the dream, i don't think we even made out. just more a mutual happiness of being around each other....
5 fucking miles.
i lost in the last 10 meters.
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(acoustic version)
Date: Sep 23rd, 2005 8:06:42 am - Subscribe
Mood: hostile
there's this girl that i'm completely captivated with. for some weird reason she dresses like a character from one of emily bronte's novels. she's running away from me, and like any guy, i gave chase.
she went up a staircase that was underground, and during the middle of the night, ran off into the woods. fortunately for me, i saw her grab a lantern before she left, so i could just follow the light.
i come out of the staircase, only to find myself standing at a t in the road. there's a light in each direction, and subconsciously i know on of them leads to my girl and the other to something bad. so i just guessed which way to go.
do dreams ever work out for the better? i went left, and turns out, she went right.
i ran into an indian with a stereotypical chief head dress on, with feathers and everything. he had a buddy with him who was just a lesser warrior. i about crapped my pants.
i panic and run away, but they catch up with me instantaneously.
the only thing i think of to do, is to climb a tree. so now i'm in this tree and the fuckin indian starts shooting arrows at me. the kicker is that they turn into fire arrows on the way up to me, which led directly to my nuts wanting to jump back inside my stomach.
i start screaming at this indian guy, telling him that i chasing after this girl and he should let me go. i told him he needed to let me go.
he disagreed with me.
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i wish you were here
Date: Sep 17th, 2005 10:47:12 pm - Subscribe
so last night,
i was part of the team that built the world's biggest hang glider. it was blue and yellow, and to be piloted by 4 people. my spot was the top right, where i controlled turning right. we swim through an ocean and climb on top of a platform, sea level. all 4 of us take off running at the same time and end up going pretty fast. we jump at the end of the platform and take off in the glider, forgetting we're at sea level. we're going pretty fast when we hit the water, hurting pretty bad.
i didn't wake up until i started drowning, unable to get out of the hang slider.
the world's a roller coaster
and i am not strapped in
maybe i should hold with care
but my hands are busy in the air
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i still like weezer
Date: Sep 7th, 2005 5:43:36 pm - Subscribe
Mood: out
i had a dream several nights ago that i was on a aircraft carrier. being the inquisitive retard that i am, i decided to look over the edge. long story short, i ended up in the water, something i am absolutely petrified of. i experienced the entire fall in my dream.
i started falling, fell for awhile, paused to stop screaming and check to see how close i was to the water....then i hit. the reality that i was in the middle of the ocean petrified me. i knew i was going to die. cue the alarm clock.
last night gave way to this morning, which transitioned with another nightmare. this one was in no way realistic nor did it make any sense. i'll skip the details.
dreaming sucks!
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hearts are made out of strings to be pulled
Date: Aug 17th, 2005 4:19:37 pm - Subscribe
Mood: okay
the title comes from this picture. it was a quick sketch done in paint. i enjoy the drawing, but can not claim it as my own.
i have only two more days left of working full time. on monday, i become a student full time again. i'll still be working, but some where around 15 hours a week.
at 2:30 this morning, i woke up to my roommate talking to somebody on the phone. i don't think i was in REM, but i was definitely in some deep sleep, which apparently enabled me mute. all i remember is passing in and out of consciousness while listening to the friend talk about date rate and contacting the police.
it's hot as balls outside, and its not getting any cooler any time soon. so enjoy looking through some of these drawings.
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kill your television
Date: Aug 15th, 2005 4:30:32 pm - Subscribe
the last two days have been fun-filled, with copious amounts of paper work. i signed my name so much, my signature resembled a squiggly line.
work starts at 8. i try and read up on current events and distract myself for as long as possible. today, i threw in several computer games and even more news articles...only to look at the clock and see 8:37. it felt like the clock was starring back at me, and saying, "what are you gonna do about it, bitch"
i answered back, "nothing"
for important matters, i was thinking about how working at a job you love, takes something you love, and makes you hate it. otherwise it would not be called a job, but something like, "weekends"
in other news, i'm awesome.
do good
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that last subject title wasn\'t too good
Date: Aug 12th, 2005 4:45:00 pm - Subscribe
the weekend is 15 minutes away. time has been crawling by for the past 4 hours.
nothing big planned for the weekend. hopefully ignoring my parents, and then cleaning my room. maybe some laundry if i get ahead of myself.
well...thats it for today kids...
do good
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hello, my name is simon, and i like to do drarwings
Date: Aug 11th, 2005 2:52:26 pm - Subscribe
Mood: hella
i'm bored quiet often at work, thus i do things like, edit my template to pass the time. by the way, i'd be more than happy to customize yours, all you need to do is ask.
the track and field world championships are almost over. no u.s. coverage over here. you had to pay like 5 bucks to see it live via the internet. screw that.
today is thursday, which means tomorrow is friday, which is always followed by saturday! this is the best part of the week. but unfortunately, school starts almost a week from now. i have yet to buy books. thats almost $400 for something i'm not gonna read. i don't understand.
such is life.
pass the time here.
do good
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it all comes down to one quotable phrase
Date: Aug 10th, 2005 10:04:20 am - Subscribe
i'm not sure what insomnia feels like. i'm incredibly tired.
some nights, i have dreams where i'm talking to the people i encounter on a daily basis. i have trouble separating the conversations from imagined to reality.
i remind myself of the movie fight club. it would be incredibly sweet if i had that second personality. i would say, screw the one typing right now, i want brad pitt to front for me.
i'm 86.3% sure my room is haunted. that or i'm imagining black shapes constantly moving across the room. or i'm personifying the demons inside my mind. or my roommates could be getting something from the kitchen.
i've never been able to sleep completely through the night. i always wake up two or three times. the last couple of nights, i've set my alarm and rolled over. only to roll over again to turn it off. it happens that fast. i've never passed out that quickly for so long.*
*with a legal alcohol to blood content level.
work is taking a life time.
if you love something, give it away
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the muched hyped african proverb
Date: Aug 9th, 2005 9:22:30 am - Subscribe
Mood: dizzy
this is pretty common, you might have already heard this, but it goes a little something like this....
every morning, when the sun comes up in africa, a gazelle wakes up. it knows that it must out run the fastest lion in order to not be eaten and survive.
every morning, when the sun comes up, a lion wakes up. it knows that it must out run the slowest gazelle, so it can eat it and not starve.
now it doesn't matter if you're a lion or a gazelle, but when the sun comes up in the morning, your ass better be running.
i wanted to get that out of the way. so next post wouldn't be so long.
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