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i'm on the edge feeling as if i'll fall off any day, any minute, any second. but i don't feel the pain because pain doesn't hurts when it's all you've ever felt. you walk away i look so indifferent but inside i care now i'm alone, holding the embers you left me. now i'm cold, freezing without a fire i can't go on it feels like a hundred below zero. i'm on the edge frightened, cold, and waiting. waiting for a miracle. |
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i look back but you aren't there. all i see are memories and i walk ahead trying not to care. my vision is blurred, marred by tears. my heart is bleeding and thinking of the past only makes it worse. so i try to move on but find that i can't. i think i'm stuck here. i remember those sunny days, face lifted to the sun; the stormy ones, huddled together and shivering. and as i try to unravel the past, i wonder where you are. then i see the first night star. i make a wish. i wish that this would all go away. it's been four months. those races in which you'd always won, your grinning that mischievous smile, it's gone. running the track with you by my side, licking the lollipops i brought you, when i'd try to make you run faster on laps, they are no more. and now you're gone, a part of me taken with you. and my life is like your smile lopsided |