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why is it that now i miss you? how is it that now i can't think? when was it that this first began? i am lost in the depths of confusion; pained in the heart, and yet unable to cry. why is it that now i understand? how can it be that the past is no more? is it too late to say "sorry"? if this is where it was going all along, then i suppose i shouldn't be surprised. but i am. and i wish; i wish, wish that my memories are no more. it hurts to remember, and i can't stop thinking. so i guess it's over forever. i am sorry. but i thank you. i thank you for the past, for the joys of the life long gone. i thank you that i once was. even if this means a final "goodbye," i can accept. and i just hope. i hope, hope with all i have, that you will be happy. just that, then i will, at last, be at peace. and i am no more. |