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Date: Jan 10th, 2010 10:08:21 am - Subscribe
Mood: acceptance
why is it
that now
i miss you?
how is it
that now
i can't think?
when was it
that this first
began?
i am
lost in the
depths
of confusion;
pained in the
heart,
and yet
unable
to cry.
why is it
that now
i understand?
how
can it be
that the past is
no more?
is it too late
to say "sorry"?
if this is
where it was going
all along,
then i suppose
i shouldn't be
surprised.
but i am.
and i wish;
i wish,
wish that
my memories
are no more.
it hurts
to remember,
and i can't
stop thinking.
so i guess
it's over
forever.
i am sorry.
but
i thank you.
i thank you
for the past,
for the joys
of the life
long gone.
i thank you
that i once was.
even if this means
a final "goodbye,"
i can accept.
and i just hope.
i hope,
hope with all i have,
that you
will be happy.
just that,
then i will,
at last,
be at peace.
and i am
no more.
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