History...
Date: Oct 5th, 2008 12:10:27 am - Subscribe
Mood: reserved
... it always repeats itself. Even in one's personal life. They discover that no matter what they have learned from their previous experience, it won't prevent this event from not happening. Different scenarios, same ending: Alot of backstabbing, alot of being used, and alot of being hurt.
I just realized now that I got rejected? I have no idea what is going on, I thought I was progressing in my life, maybe I'm over analytical... maybe I'm not...
Really now... people constantly ask me, they constantly tell me "you two are cute", "you two always cuddle"... WHAT THE HELL. I'm too confused to even finish typing the pointless thoughts racing through my head. I've been over and over the events that have occured in the previous days and weeks in my head. Each time from a different angle... and I really don't know what to conclude. People say that its lies... but i'm already accepting defeat. Not very gracefully, i might add... but accepting defeat nonetheless.
Who seriously reads these long blogs? Its for my own personal gain, actually. Everytime I've ever began a journal I've always had the same thought in my mind "People are going to read this when I do... people are going to read this and wonder 'what the hell is this girl thinking?' "
No one is unique... we are all human.
The bigger they are, the harder they fall. I've realized that I'm living life with my heart, not by head. I always listen to my emotions, and not by rational reasoning.
Life sucks. Why do i rant about the same topic? Because... because...
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