Screw me,
Date: Jul 20th, 2008 10:40:43 pm - Subscribe
Mood: pumped
Right?
I'm nervous
Nervous as hell. I've realized the mistake i've done, and the possible outcomes of it, none of which seem very bright.
I read a quote today, I dont exactly remember it, but it went something like "...knowing which bridges to cross and which to burn" and i can honestly say I don't want this bridge to burn, yet I don't know what will happen if I keep it there, I want the bridge to stay.
Maybe its not about me, maybe its about someone else. It is about someone else, who am I kidding. Maybe I'm going crazy. I'm not that special. I'm never that special. That's why I refrain from doing alot of things, from showing everyone my true emotions. I'm scared, terrified. What will they think. Oh dear I'm so nervous. I let my emotions get the best of me, cloud my thinking.
Its past my bedtime. Yes, 10 40 is late, especially when you have nothing better to do. I want to talk. I have nothing to talk about, that's why I unintentionally create drama, so I can talk to people. My life is so boring. i dont even make sense to myself anymore.
I'm going out tomorrow, and I'm going to like it.
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