Cramps are attacking my uterus but I feel good nonetheless. I miss Kevin and my brain can be compared to scrambled eggs, but there's enough time to fix everything. I have so much I need to do, so much I want to do.. as overwhelming as it is, I'm really glad that I'm doing too many things rather than nothing at all. I think what I need is just some organization, healthier food intake, a little more exercise and positive friends.

I'm considering getting a scrapbook. Every day I write all these notes and ideas, plans and doodles all over loose pieces of paper on my desk. They're piling up! Maybe I should take advantage of being so full of hopes, ideas and ambitions. If Kevin were closer, I'd feel more relaxed about everything, but it's so hard on my own. I'm also stressed out - we have to start packing soon, but I really wanted to do grafitti around this area. Halloween is in a few days and I don't think I'll have time to finish a costume. I have library books out and a nove I started reading and I have little time to read them. I just can't wait until this next month is over and then I'll be able to breathe easier.

I'm planning on sticking to - or meeting - better friends who will keep me on track. Of course, I already have a few of those which I love, but for some reason Dominique inspires me to keep trying to accomplish things every day. I want to make a group of friends where everybody keeps each other going. I might have to reach out more than usual for this one.

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