Not even a bit
Date: Jan 27th, 2007 3:06:48 am - Subscribe
The many days have gone when I have looked at him differently. He's just one of them. The same as all of them, to be more exact, and he'd never take anything seriously. Just another guy. But then again I thought, who was I to judge him? I have never even been with him or talked to him for more than an hour. Sure, there were exchange of words, in paper once and in nonsense conservations, countless times, but would that actually count for me to already know him? Now, as I stare at him, I wonder if I would ever get to know him, specially now that everything was almost ever. I really do hate it, just staring at him and never getting to talk to him about serious things, things that my mind longed to speak, but not the heart, never the heart again. Okay, maybe I'm getting a bit carried away but what can I do? Nothing, he has someone else and the mere thought of it makes me so discouraged to even look at him every time he passes by. I'm tired of it, I should stop and give up. But I don't know if I deserve that, to say "I give up". I wasn't even sure that I felt it, that I felt him.
Date: Nov 4th, 2006 1:47:00 am - Subscribe
A few hours ago, I took the USTET at Aquinas University. I saw my old classmates there, but, no bestfriend. Well, how was it? it wasn't bad, as a matter of fact, compared to the other entrance exams, err.. it was really easy. But I don't wanna go about bragging about it being that easy, what if I don't pass the exam? I am confident about the results, but I am notthat confident that I would be able to get into the university because there are a lot of other intelligent people out there. I may have the title of being a PSHS-BRC scholar, but it's only a title. Anyway, sembreak is finally over, I don't know if it's something positive or negative, because I would really miss watching TV, specially anime.. But I miss the people at school too. The third quarter is here, I hope my grades would get higher. and research! boy, I want to finish this thing already.
Date: Oct 24th, 2006 3:44:48 am - Subscribe
Another blog to start with the phrase "hay.. It's been long.."
Yeah, it's been pretty long since I last wrote something here huh? So many things have happened to me for the past few months, and I'm glad to say that I haven't encountered too many problems. Only happy moments were reserved for those times. I don't really know what to write about, I'm still in the house right now, listening to my type of music. I just took the BU entrance exam a few hours ago, and the test was quite promising for me, unlike DLSU and a bit of UP too (thanks for the math exam...). I wonder what would happen to me? Would I have any university for Manila? Or would I settle for BU (if ever I pass the exam) I'm really scared for the results, I don't think I did well enough. I don't know what to expect, I have no clue or anything for an indication. I'm worried. Moving on, I'm going back to school tomorrow, I can't say that I missed school and that's actually quite surprising. School isn't as enjoyable as before, I miss a lot of people not in the school right now. I can only hope to see them on Friday, even for just a second... GGGGAAAAAA!!!! I really miss them, only too bad I won't be seeing my bestfriend.. I miss him a lot (as usual). I don't know if he misses me too, but I hope he does, cause it's been 10 long months since I last saw him.. I really can't wait for Friday, I can't wait to see the people who know me too well.
Date: Aug 25th, 2006 7:35:48 am - Subscribe
Grabe.. matagalog man daa ako ngunyan.. Mayo lang.. or bikol!! Pano pigpaparakarawan ako na sige ko daa pagpara-english.. hmm.. para ka-iyan.. haha! diit lang sana makakacoment sa blog ko.. hmm.. halat.. gari dai ko kaya.. try lang..
entrep me na.. 370+ profit namin this week... wee... tapos.. waaah! astig si Kenneth kaiba.. Gusto ko xa pasalamatan for always being so unique.. sa hindi pagiging boring kasama.. and most specially.. for always being there tulad ng hugakon and all the other friends I have..
That's what's great about Pisay.. alang iwanan sa ere!
ayos man grades ko.. mayong bagsak.. pasado ako kanina sa Physics.. mataas nga average nung quiz ko kanina eh.. kaya lang.. peste kc.. mali pagkakacompute ko.. tas... may nakalimutan ako sagutan.. di sana mas mataas pa! arggh!
Grabe daw mga tao.. mahiling lang akong kaiba ang kung siisay na lalake, maisip bf ko daa... yakus... icipin mo si Kenneth na kakuitan ko at c JC na kapatid ang turing ko! waaah! nakakaloka!
_._.A._.I._. waaah! Official na xa.. crush ko na xa.. (eww... gari ako bading..) At last, after a year of trying to stop my kaek-ekan for him, natuluyan na this year.. ma lang... mabuot kaya xa tas dai pa nadadagit.. kaya lang.. xempre.. mdjo nagooverlap ang imperfections nia.. still.. basta.. okei lang yun.. But it's merely a crush... After a year and a half, nagkacrush na rin akong iba.. hay...
Tas ung ntrams.. parang ayoko sumali sa khit anog game.. sa table tennis.. mas magaling naman ata na sakin si Gisela.. Sa chess.. muya ko kuta.. kaso grabe ka-yan kurab ko..tas minakulog payo ko.. sa volleyball.. yayks.. dai na lang.. kadakol mas urate sako.. paraot pa lamang ako.. Isa lang pati dapat salihan...
Date: Aug 12th, 2006 6:40:17 am - Subscribe
A heart cannot always wait for eternity, though there be remnants. they would only serve as half-truths that once existed. A new chapter could always follow the most miserable part of your life, but as for me, I can only hope that it would happen someday.
As I have said, I am still feeling empty, though I'm not sure what causes it, I think I have an idea. It's hard to admit but I still am anthropomorphic, no matter how hard i try to deny that fact. The truth is something that you cannot escape.
If only he could read my blog. But what good would it be if ever he does? As if he would care?! duh.. no... ofcourse, I'm not.. no really.. I'm not in love with him, or better yet, I don't like him (at least not now..) at all.. Wait, I'm making no sense, there's not even a hint about who he is. Who cares, basta ang nakakabadtrip na fact, he keeps popping up on my mind. Kahit nga sa trashcan nakikita ko ang pangalan niya.. I'm really confused.. I can't fall for anyone... not now, not ever...(again...)
Don't worry, I'm okay, I still have my little sanity...
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