Why?
Cause I'm shallow awie-092132.
Haha.
I'll end up alone
but happy.
Relationships are
nothing
but
trouble.
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Crush OVER. Why? Cause I'm shallow awie-092132. Haha. I'll end up alone but happy. Relationships are nothing but trouble. |
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I have a crush on someone I absolutely do not want to crush on. Damn it. |
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Not really. I'm losing all hope in school. I don't think I care anymore. Fuck. |
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i despise art at the moment! inspiration...concepts...elements of art!...and originality. How can anyone be truly original with a piece of work, because, according to my father (HA!), everything has been done before. Honestly, i think i will be getting on much better after high school. When i leave. the excitement is just incredible. honestly. |
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It's really rather sad when your mother doesn't want you to have friends over because it prevents you from checking your brother's homework. Dude. What a douchebag. Jenny's only over until 6. OMG TEH HORROR0RZ!!! I AM UNABLE TO CHECK MY BROTHER'S HOMEWORK FOR THE TWO HOURS THAT MY FRIENDS HANG OUT WITH ME!!1!! GASP0RZ!1!!!1! I can see how much my mother cares for my wellbeing. Perhaps she does not understand that it is not money that makes me happy, it is my friends. Unless she doesn't think I have time for happiness in my educational career, I would like to be happy every ONCE IN A WHILE. GRR. |
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This is how I can tell that I don't like Tasha anymore: [1] I roll my eyes everytime she talks [2] I don't want her to share any more of my interests, such as Tales of Symphonia [same thing happened with Ann] [3] I write little lists like this about the recent signs of why I don't like her anymore GUH D: The only reason I haven't said anything to her face yet is that I don't want to cause unnecessary drama. I can't wait until this school year is over. |
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awesome awesome awesome! first day: got there passed out on grandparents couch second day: THANKSGIVING! and a day at Island's of Adventure! with the shortest lines EVER! cause nobody was there, mwhahahahaha! third day: UNIVERSAL STUDIOS! I <3 the mummy returns ride! so much! >.< best thrill ever! and i got on the fear factor show with my mom and we had to eat a mixture of; tuna, sardines, oysters, sour milk, and a special topping of live mealworms and small crickets. personally, i thought it tasted like clam chowder gone bad. lol. it was blended in a blender (duh!) and i had three monstrous gulps of it. Sadly we didn't win cause my mom spat it back up. oh well, it was pretty fun nasty. got some beef-o-bradys that night with NUCLEAR hot wings. OMG! so so SOOOOO hot! i could only eat one! my mouth burned for 5 minutes. Aaron, my lil bro, ate at least 7! that boy has no taste buds left i bet -.- anywho it was fun! we went to the beach and i got splashed by this monstrous wave, which inspired me to do a short SuTe comic strip. lol, susumu will kill me for this im sure. I missed my "clique" tons! like, how much i missed a computer! which is ALOT! >.< obsession? yes...yes it is. |
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So, I ask my father if I can spend the night over at Jenny's house tonight and tomorrow night. He said okay. I said okay. We hung up. Then, my mother calls and she bitches me out about always going over to somebody else's house. It's not a calm, civil scold or reprimand. She's literally screaming at me, wondering why I'm always at a friend's house, and that my brother and sister are going to be home alone. I absolutely fucking HATE it when I'm shouted at for no damn reason whatsoever. I didn't do anything but ask to spend two nights at Jenny's house because it's fall break and they'll be gone Friday through Sunday and I won't be able to go anywhere during those days. Since when did that become such a crime? If she had a problem with it, she should have told my dad to say no rather than screaming at me. Oh, look at me. I'm cleaning the house out of my own good will because I felt bad for slacking. I felt bad because I was putting all the housework on my mother. I'm such a horrible daughter for always going out with my friends. About my brother and sister staying home alone: My mother and father left me alone in the house when they went gallivanting around the country. Did I complain? No. I could take care of myself. And it's not like they're completely helpless either. My sister can cook more than I can. And if there's any problems, she can call me and I'll fucking RUN to the house if I had to. It makes no sense. At least with Emily's parents, they want her to stay home because they want to spend time with her. But my parents just want me home for the sake of being home. I don't see my siblings being home alone as an excuse. I'm so PISSED OFF. I'm a SENIOR, meaning I'll probably never see Jenny or Emily or anyone else as much as I'd like. Can I not enjoy my friends' presence in peace? Can somebody PLEASE tell me what I did wrong? I asked if I could go. I could have just gone without telling them. I'm making sure that I do housework before I go. I could have just left the house a complete mess. And Jenny's mother takes such good care of me. She makes sure I'm fed and always pays for my meals and she's just so sweet. She's so different from my mother, who leaves it up to me to make sure my friends are fed. My mother doesn't cook or pay for my friends. Fucking hate that bitch. What a useless, worthless, pointless mass of flesh. The 'select mood' that randomly appeared is 'overworked.' I could not agree more. How ironic. I'm going to continue cleaning because regardless of what my parents think I do all I can to meet their expectations. [But I guess it's just never good enough.] [Why am I never good enough?] [NEVER.] And today's supposed to be such a happy day. It's my 3-year Kai x Rei anniversary. I posted my fic and everything. |
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School is exhausting me. I almost can't keep up - don't want to keep up. A pointlessness lies behind all the bullshit that is given to me under the guise of education. English is pissing me off, and I take every opportunity to express my hatred of it. I'm sorry, as much as I love the teacher, I can't stand the class. I can't stand being bombarded by all this work and being expected to do it perfectly and being expected to understand it. Is this what college courses are like? A flurry of work with ambiguous purposes and very little time to absorb the information? Being thrust into assignment upon assignment with little explanation? College course or not, I'm still in high school. AP courses are meant to imitate the level of difficulty in college courses. They are not an exact simulation. I feel like completely giving up, but I can't. I've worked years and years to make it to this point, and giving up now would destroy everything that I've come to know: academic excellency. I'm only hoping that English will ease up, because regardless of the fact that I have very little homework in other classes, I still manage to stress out every night because English gives me enough work to make up for the other classes. Pisses me off. |
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Artist: Nakashima Mika Title: Hitori (Alone) in the city turning shades of red what ever happened to those two who painted shadows on the road? in a season rapidly moving on I'm the only one left behind. It was a awkward love. I couldn't even come out and show how weak I was if we could go back to who we were then without a second thought I would take you in my arms and never let go the night turning shades of black cradling myself, thinking back on the days we were together. I'm sure I was just too immature I couldn't see the meaning of a thing called love. that time all the memories piling up in my heart melt away without a sound If I could go back to that night right away, I'd hold you from behind as you walked away I'd keep you here... I'm well aware how selfish it is of me, it doesn't have to be right away, I'll keep waiting alone, I live side by side with my memories of being with you it's pathetic of me, but even still I can't forget them if we could go back to who we were then without a second thought I would take you in my arms and never let go ***********************************8 Sometimes music can make you feel like the most lonesome person in the world. . . |
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Let's all kill her for being a narcissistic, immature cunt. Somebody should inform her that there are two ways of doing friend cut posts: pathetically and annoyingly. She has managed to do both. Always trying to find some way of inflating your ego, aren't you? Change back to the girl I used to be friends with. Even Ann was more tolerable. All she did was annoy the fuck out of me. You, on the other hand, manage to lie to me and talk smack behind my back. Motherfucker. |
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i can't stop finding new videos to post about... but i have found gackt's secrete...he has an obsessive love of necks! AND he says "when it comes to kissing it won't matter if i kiss a guy!" (it's worth watching the whole video btw) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o2-MGdsF8sc then, second to HydexGackt, is GacktxMana! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oH3zyCTY6Zk third coupling would be GacktxHis security guard...OMG im gonna die from laughing. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FvxELurbIeE |
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-flails- I MADE A 2040 ON THE SATs. I IMPROVED BY 200 POINTS. I MET MY PARENTS' EXPECTATIONS. I AM SO DAMN HAPPY RIGHT NOW ToT |
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i swear! >.< for at least a week...maybe... http://youtube.com/watch?v=h8Jay6xsdxY Gackt+credit card=hotness |
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My newfound obsession with Gackt [and, of course, Hyde x Gackt] eventually led me to re-discover my love for Korean pop singers. More specifically, Se7en and Taebin and Minwoo. And since I'm the only one in the Yaoi Clique [because we are now apparently a clique] who hasn't posted YouTube links yet, I shall get started on that. [You can usually tell who Se7en is because he is almost always wearing a hat . . . with his name on it xD] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_f4SbYSQ1cU [Around 2 minutes in, Se7en and Taebin do some sexy touching *_*] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IpRGrst9YGs [Se7en and Taebin do some more 'dancing' together in this one~ This was my first video of them ;o;] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Eke_qjbaDI [Se7en and Taebin being cute and adorable!] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEDVbgSn-hM [Se7en and Taebin being even more cute and pillow fighting on a game show] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=36nBBKulRx0 [Se7en and Taebin and Masta Wu acting like normal, cute, adorable people] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=03j758p5L-4 [I didn't see any touching, but I like this song xD] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zKT1aDCYRB0 [Minwoo being SOOOOOO CUTE -dies-] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uIqaBveVVLU [A bunch of clips of Minwoo and one of his band members] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qg-6xSMHncA [Hahahaha. Minwoo and some other guy babysitting] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K9Sx8cZ0N8Y [Minwoo and one of his band members playing hand games for some reason~ To be honest, I can't tell which one's which xD] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JIl85cKtSDg [Soon, I hope that Se7en and Taebin will do things of this nature. I love you, Gackt. I wish that other guy had been Hyde *0*] |
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i would totally faint or burst into tears if i was this girl! how lucky can you get! >.> lol well i can think of something...lolz. http://youtube.com/watch?v=zCtFIbNzkDM |
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http://s18.photobucket.com/albums/b147/angelstale/Moonchild%20Special/ http://s18.photobucket.com/albums/b147/angelstale/Moonchild/ http://s18.photobucket.com/albums/b147/angelstale/Moonchild%20Photobook/ |
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omg! i feel so bad for showing jane and jenny that trailer for "Suicide Club." I LOVE THAT MOVIE! but i guess it shows that im a tad bit weirder than most, i suppose. >.< i cannot help it! wahhh! lolz well....i should work more on commissions. Yes. I will. Eventually. oh oh oh drama drama drama! how i never seem to go through a day without you! oh oh oh drama drama drama! if there was a way i would fucking kill you! do duu dooooo! Don't you just love it when people aren't your friends anymore! such a relief! and so much more freedom! ^.^ ^.^ |
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here is the video i thought i couldn't find! >.< forevermore! GxH http://youtube.com/watch?v=n8go66MKui4 |
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http://youtube.com/watch?v=PGY-Td-PBU4 http://youtube.com/watch?v=BWQyYr0f_aY&mode=related&search= http://youtube.com/watch?v=nZqOR3UiPrA&mode=related&search= http://youtube.com/watch?v=CcnY8aCNYtU&mode=related&search= WAHHHH GACKT AS A SCHOOLGIRL! http://youtube.com/watch?v=ESIzkVK59fU im not freakin obsessed >.< Moonchild made me this way. I swear. |