piss and poop
Date: Mar 17th, 2009 - Subscribe
Mood: FLUSH, bitch!
ok..new tactic..since i obviously cannot escape the drama..i try to create a lighter more optimistic blog and it quickly transforms back into the miserable shipwreck it always was..the saying goes, "if you cant beat'em, join'em"..so here i am..i am now going to write as if i am the carrie bradshaw of online journals..i will discuss everything there is to love, sex, relationships of any level, and maybe even a few catfights here and there..i will keep the drama but present it in a more readable way avoiding all the code names, metaphors, and the like.
first entry as a love columnist..OH! disclaimer, (in case i actually have readers that exist out there) i am not one to give advice..i'm one to rant and speak from experience, but please do not rely on any of my decisions as anything you could use for personal use..unless of course the similarities between our problems are uncanny..well..here we go..
when engaging in acts you know is sinful, when do you finally give it up? if there are instances wherein this deed of deceit and lust is meant to be private, how exactly will that oh so knowledgeable friend everyone seems to have knock some sense into you? you see, i believe that it may just be a matter of how you see things..to be with two guys at once and constantly having to lie in order to suffice your own needs is a definite no no in today's moral society..but if you're anything like me, why let go of all the fun?
here's where is gets tricky..if both are meant to be mere play things then it shouldn't be beating you up so much..but when you know that one of the two is the one you love and the other is for play, that's when you're in a pickle..let's name the one you love number 1, and obviously, your affair would be mr. number 2..this entry is meant to urge your slutty little self to think about doing the right thing..
if number 1, is indeed the one..why is there a need for this number 2 fellow?..could it be a subtle act of vengeance due to heartache caused by number 1? or maybe for the thrill that number 2 is so willing to offer? or maybe even just because number 2 is willing to be just that, your number 2..whatever the reason may be..if your heart's in the right place, you would know for sure that number 2 needs to be dropped..
it gets difficult and lonely being a girl whose number 1 has seemed to fly the coop of love and romance..girls get itchy for a little romp too..hence the right on time number 2..but there is more to this, more than just a little fun to escape a chaotic relationship with number 1..people tend to be selfish..but after so long of being selfless, there will be times that temptation will press their pelvis hard, hard against your side completely compelling your every rational thought and bringing you to your weakest point..and its all a matter of giving in or refusing to be unfaithful..
i honestly believe though, that mistakes can be undone..before going any deeper, you must grow at rapid speed, take a red bull if you must, and develop a sense of justice..there comes a point where you just know that if number 1 were to know any of this, you will lose him completely..and now, imagine that...him gone...and you're sitting there left with a horny number 2 who knows nothing more but to pounce on you..
maturity may come in late for others but in this case it took a detour but ended up right back where its supposed to be..so we grow, and we bid farewell to the other who may ruin you and your love..to cope with heartache is one thing, but to cause it is a whole different story..do you really wanna cause heartache that not only would hurt your distant yet beloved number 1 but destroy you in the process?
we grow from love..it's a shit line..but it's true
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