ayas Aeonity Blog

my wish

Mon, 06 Dec 2010 12:14:02 -0600

you's like hulk with just a little bulk and might i say, quite the looker. never cheated, never been in a fight, never slept with a hooker. you're funny, you're annoying, you're quirky, you're charming.. you always open the door and pick up things from the floor..its usually coz i drop stuff..BUTTTT.. i get a sneak at your bum while yo... Read More

a pretty epic one for a pretty epic love

Mon, 06 Dec 2010 10:30:11 -0600

things have changed. it's been so long since i actually took time to read my previous entries. i have been quite the drama queen, haven't i? i didn't intend to keep writing here actually. i wanted to close the book on this. I guess i'm too attached haha! so much has changed since my last few entries..which were written so long ago. i kinda li... Read More

magic 8 ball

Wed, 16 Jun 2010 09:29:30 -0500

again, we are here. it's as if you've never really learned, doll. i am stronger now and that's a fact. i'm sure you've noticed. other than that though, what have you noticed? do you see me flinch when you turn away? i try so hard to keep a straight face. shouldn't you know by now, what i'm actually feeling? or have you let that get passed you too? ... Read More

super bored

Mon, 15 Feb 2010 09:35:49 -0600

what if i had super powers? that would be EPIC. nights like these.. and i find nothing interesting to do, i can jump like hayden christensen in jumper and go to egypt..or amsterdam! ...hell i can go to a freakin 711 for all i care, at least the change of venue would keep me excited about something. or maybe i could just fly. flight would be inte... Read More

from a friend

Sun, 29 Nov 2009 04:54:12 -0600

a quote i do not want to forget so i have to copy paste it..haha.. You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and... Read More

this one's for you

Sun, 29 Nov 2009 03:09:54 -0600

so..to you, mr. lawyer i had so much fun with you. and the fact that there was an agreement between us made everything so much more..mm..naughtier? forbidden?..i'm not quite sure how to put it..but if you read this, i bet you caught my drift. although you did provide me keys to the v.i.p., i can't say i liked who i was when with you. we were ... Read More

back on my feet

Sun, 29 Nov 2009 03:04:23 -0600

its been a long ass time. longer than i've ever gone without writing. my life turned upside down and over in the span of 3 months. however, this time around..my sudden fall..well, was not one i'd think of as depressing. there was a break up between me and my love. my forever love. i thought that that was it. last straw. the three year marker got... Read More

to you, mr. sexy

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 23:03:47 -0500

i know that there's a chance you might read this. i actually want you to. maybe you should. obviously trusted you enough for you to be one of the only 2 people who know about this. so ok.. here it goes i aint sure your intentions or confessions were as true as i thought they were. i mean, this is what i meant by being ballsy, boy. yeah we ain... Read More

FAIL!!

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 05:50:43 -0500

it seems like with every breath i take, the louder my heart beats. i feel like the blood is rushing to my forehead. i know for a fact that i am all red. this is never a good look for me. my round face when red looks so much like a tomato with eyeballs. i try to walk over again. it is so difficult. one whiff of his scent and again i'm hurrying ba... Read More

utol

Thu, 11 Jun 2009 04:49:46 -0500

i'm turning 21 but you make me feel like a child. you get what you want with a snap of your fingers. and here i am again giving into you. its because you're perfect and i hate it. you've got the legs and the waist. you're beautiful and you know it. its not that i'm jealous. i don't need to be able to wear your skirts and make up. i hate your per... Read More