How is this SMILIES
Date: Nov 6th, 2004 11:05:58 pm - Subscribe
Mood: blue
Do you think this makes a great smilies?
I found this web materials from a site
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I HAVE NOTHING!!!!
Date: Nov 6th, 2004 3:30:53 pm - Subscribe
Mood: unhappy
I have nothing... why do I bother to go to school. they took away my family, my friends, everything from me !! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I guess I am very emotional. It really took control of my life. Well, I guess I wll change to a private school for couple month
I guess I am stupid dumb and childish. Why am I so alien? even I am from Pluto
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Changes
Date: Nov 5th, 2004 8:27:51 pm - Subscribe
Mood: generous
@Asian clothes is in more higher style than American do. Sorry, but for the truth, they have some COOL clothes. (they called too sexy in here but didn't show a thing . it just the style make it so lady thing)
@I straight my hair - long straight layer black hair.
"Okay, last year she is a ugly girl but this year, she is so pretty to a standard where boys over 20 whisper at her. "I guess people think I am older because I am kind of tall too. EVERYONE, YOU MAY THINK IT POSSIBLE! BUT I DID IT BY MYSELF TO MAKE THE CHANGE I like what I become b/c is always my dream. I don't want to live in life where I have no meaning for. when I come back to USA, I believe there are thing such a friendship. But when I step into that school ground. They are just treating me weird. I want my friends back that all! But why one girl say I stole everything from her! And others keep talking who I was 2 months before. They have no right to talk about me. I am nice to everyone because I feel the hurt before.
It got to the part where friends talk on my back and turn away from me because I got all attention from the boys.
In Gym, when 10 minute of homeroom time, boys come to the window (big) of gym to see girl. One day I am playing basket ball on my own. They come to the section of the window to see me. This got one girl mad. So, she call me to play with them. That make the boy come to their section and later talk on my back.
I was called the skinny, cutie, white girl
because I have white skin .. i don't know why, it natural, I have white skin, even if I got dark 2 months later, it turn white again.
I guess I am weird, it seem like the harder a thing is to accomplish , the more I want it. Maybe that is why I make so many enemy as friends.
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@@me*
Date: Nov 5th, 2004 5:44:59 pm - Subscribe
Mood: destroyed
I guess to understand my words, you have to know me. Why do I update my journal so often? .. well first, I have no one to talk to. Second, I am out of school.. ~o~... I stop going to school since Monday. Yes I know it terrible. I mean I love school, it just that I don't want to go back anymore. Being in that school is like Hell. Anyone ever saw the movie >> 'Radio' Well, the school in the movie is my High school -T.L. Hanna High
DIDN'T i TOLD YOU MY LIFE IS DRAMATIC?
I can't believe I throw my school life away too because I am really good at it and I still miss all the works and some of my friend. However, Me being in school only disturb others. For example, when my class is taking the test. Many boys got to our window and say '' which totally disturb our class. Boys stare at me in class seem like they don't even listen to the teacher. I really feel sorry for the teacher. Girl is treating me awful. I have friends last year, they seem to act weird and walk away when I try to talk to them. I still hit people with my notebook or something but everything changed since this summer
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what is love?
Date: Nov 5th, 2004 4:20:09 pm - Subscribe
Mood: pain
Do you believe in Love? Doesn't the word look so simple but complex to understand? I look forward for someone to love when I come back to United States but I am not brave enough to take any chance and everyone just fear to ask me out because the I am getting too much attention or something. I guess chinese girl is really pretty. However, in my standard, I am non of that. U will see a truely beauty when u r in Hong Kong. Slowly, I start to think, do love only work with appearance? Then, my heart just become an ice. ...Still, I have someone I love but it should always kept in secret. I love my cousin, who teach me how to live in this summer back in Hong Kong. I miss him so much. who will be there when I cry, who will run after me when I am upset. who told me how to respect and live happily, I start to think how I can live without him. But I know he don't love me, he just treat me as his little sis. Also, he is much older than me. when that time I saw him with a girl, I feel my heart cut into pieces. God, what is love?
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