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Happy
Date: Mar 29th, 2005 10:02:07 pm - Subscribe
Mood: useful


Holy freakin crap. Crazy crazy story. I went over to David Fassnachts house after school. I love that kid to freaking death. He makes me so happy in ways that few people could understand. But like, at 7:30, I took the Coheed cd he burned me, and started walking home. As I walk home, listening to Blood Red Summer by Coheed, I looked up, and saw all the stars. The warmness of the day caressed my skin, and as I stare into the infinite power of the stars, I was so happy. I dont know why Im so happy, perhaps because I found a friend that will help me get over Paul. I found a friend, not only a friend, but a guy, that I feel like I can really talk to. I have a lack of those these days. Not friends, I have plenty of those. But friends that are guys. Its so nice to be with him. Its so nice to know that hes there. Its so great to know that someone is there for me always. Yes, I do have Bonnie. And I am infinitely grateful for her. But its nice to know that I can connect with a guy. That REALLY doesnt happen often. Maybe thats why I was so sad over Paul. I got attached to a guy, and he ripped my heart out. David wont do that, I know he wont. But I was just so happy. I listened to Blood Red Summer, and Beautiful, by Bethany Dillon. Those two songs make me really really happy. I just thought about what I had done today. I thought about how I had actually lived a day for me. And I loved it. I relished in the fact that I had a day where I could do whatever I wanted with. I loved the fact that I had a day to spend with a new found friend. I remembered when I just liked him, and I was crying my eyes out over Paul. He came up and said "Love me!" and gave me a hug. I know, hes freaking adorable. But it was so hard not to reply with...

"I already do."

He stole my heart. He treats it well. He gives it the attention it craves, he gives it the love it deserves.

Thank you David.
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