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I freakin win!
Date: Mar 10th, 2005 8:14:55 am - Subscribe
Mood: hurt
<Mr Brightside3: Do you remember, that cold day in December, leaving everything you knew behind?

Ok, so there was this party. My friend Samantha Lee's bday party. It was really fun, a whole lot of food, a whole lot of my friends were there. Then this guy named Tim came. I cant spell/pronounce his last name :-P I had seen him before, although I couldnt say when. He felt the same. Eventually, we figured out that it was at a cast party from Godspell that we met. We talked about movies a lot. It was great fun. Well, as the day progressed, I thought he was really hott. And I made sure that everyone that knew I was bi knew that. And just about every girl thought he was really hott too. So there I was, sitting, already accepting the fact that he was straight, and that nothing would ever happen. Well, this was Saturday. The same day as the concert, which is still the most inspirational things that I have ever experienced. Today, Samantha came in. She told me she had a secret to tell me. She called me in the choir room, we were the only ones in there. And she proceeded to tell me how Tim was talking to her on the internet yesterday, and didnt want to say anything about it at the party because a bunch of girls thought he was really hott. He is either gay or bi. Im not sure which, the point is though... he likes guys. That has currently made my day. And thats where I get "I win!" from. I mean, come on. I finally get a hott guy. All the other ones are straight dammit :-P So yeah. Its all up to me now. Shes going to try to drag him to this talent competition that Im in today. I think Ill ask him about... stuff there.

On a totally different subject. I got in a fight with Bonnie a couple days ago. And I do feel really bad about the tone in my voice when I said what I did. I think she needed to hear it, but that doesnt mean that it didnt hurt, or that it didnt hurt me. I do love talking to her. I love being with her. I do love her. But Im not IN LOVE with her. There is a distinct difference.

That doesnt make it hurt less.
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