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tears running down my face as i wrote this. i do not noe wat's wrong with my life. am i not good enough 4 any1? should i giv up on him? i do not dare 2 face the day he's gona leave me n i do not wan tat day 2 come. will he noe how much tears i've shed 4 him? y does he treats me the same like jason did...is any1 on this earth different? or izzit me tat's the problem...i could not explain the pain in my heart. i try my very best 2 do the best n b the best. izzit me being sensitive ? or was he rili trying 2 leave me n ignore me? i noe i'm not suppose 2 fall in love with him but i juz couldnt help it. he's the person who came in2 my life n change everything the way i c my life, the way life should b. m i stupid 2 love some1 whom i noe would nv love me back? will he ever noe how much i care about him n willing 2 giv up 4 him? would he noe i missed sch bcoz i was 2 stressful of things about him? or would he simply think tat i was acting up 4 attention? i feel like a hundred needles piercing through my heart. will there ever b some1 4 me in this world? all i ever wan is some1 who cares. izzit 2 much 2 ask 4? -BabyLyn- |
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i've been trying 2 4get about him the whole afternoon. i noe i've been hoping 4 2 much. falling in love with some1 who would nv love u back hurt like hell. n i'd wish i nv knew him in my whole life. half of me wish he knew how i felt but the other half of me dont. all this feelings is so confuse i juz don noe wat 2 do. i love him 2 much 2 leave him or 2 4get about him. but it is 2 clear tat nth will come out from this reliatonship. all he ever think of is her. n mayb he doesnt even noe i love him. mayb he nv even realise i care. i wish those words he said were true...but i juz don noe wat 2 bliv. he once told me tat he cares about me more then any1 else on earth...i dono, everything is so confuse n life is like a blurr i noe i deserve nth better then wat i hav now..mayb i should learn 2 stop asking 2 much from a guy whom i noe would nv b able 2 love me back no matter wat. no matter wat i do, i might not b able 2 change anything. mayb i should juz let him b...mayb v r juz not meant 2 b |
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When someone smiles she needs to share When someone cries she needs a hug When someone frowns she needs a hand When someone is hurt she needs comfort When someone's hungry she needs food When someone's thristy she needs a drink When someone's cold she needs warmth When someone's lonely she needs a friend When someone died some will be in sorrow while others might be in joy or couldn't care less. When someone's sick some might offer their care while others could not bother When someone's miserable some might try their best to comfort her while others might think in another way Every human needs, but how often did someone offer a helpful hand? Maybe today is the day you should give a hand to others to make this life a better place. |
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juz came home from sch...i'm having a bad head ache now... i noe life is hard n living n going on is even harder then anything else on this world...but i'll go on bcoz i noe tat there's more 2 this life then the eye can see. no matter how hard, no matter how much it will cost me, no matter how painful i still live until 2day...i noe i can do it..i noe i can , i wish i can, n i hope i can |
| woot i finally got my nice pc back n the guy who fixced it added new memory ^^ woo i love it ^^ |