Selfishness of human beings makes me sick
Date: AM00000011 293111 2007 5.00 - Subscribe
Mood: complicated
10.47 pm...still hav sch 2molo art project,moral project n loads more of other little things pile up on my mind as times nv wait by. i'm juz rili sick of human selfishness..i juz couldnt understand y every single humans hav 2 do things 2 their benefits...or should i say...do things tat pleases them n nv care about how other ppl feel...n saying things w/o concern...i dono...some1 who was once my best frd now a stranger 2 me. i figure tat i could trust no1 anymore. not ppl in rl, not ppl on the net, n oso not even ppl i cared about...human beings will turn their heads away from u someday even some1 who loves u or even ur future spouse would...i dono i'm juz so lost...y ? only 4 things in life i can trust 4 now,myself, God, knowledge n wisdom..even money will turn their backs on u when things turns out bad...men hav no rights 2 say woemn love money as they r selfish, ignorant n arogant.. if man is aloud 2 b horny then y cant women love money? well simply 2 say i juz aint tat kinda person who loves money but i trust God n myself more then any1 else 4 now... i hav enuf of men whores...women hav the rights 2 love other things more then men...like cars,careers n money..as men r always untrustworthy n unworthy...men will even lie 2 some1 they love most juz coz they wana get on teh bed 2 hav sex...Troy told me tat he would lie 2 his future wife tat he's a virgin if his future spouse wont married any1 who slept with some1 b4..this is the 21st century men? not juz him...almost every men.. yes i hav 2 admit 2 some women r bitches 2... but men r even worst...which men isnt selfish? at least there r still 10 pct of women who arent selfish like me, becky, vicky, n my mum...it is better 2 live a life alone rather then being lied n treated unimpostant by men...
he said he needed her n he wanted her...if so y talk 2 me? n he said he wished 2 b 2gether 2 her...i aint trying 2 condemt him tho...i juz dono wat 2 say..n dono how 2 face up with him..i mean i feel like i'm being treated like a 2nd rated product...i felt like he only talks 2 me coz he cant talk 2 her..n there's no1 he can share stuff 2...so i;m like...the last option...i dono i dont wana tell him this bcoz i don want him 2 think tat i'm always complaning n unthankful...but i juz felt like tat...upset n bad...i dont like him no more tho...but even so...i dont wana b treated like a "last options" of stuffs..i dont mind if i aint the 1st...but can men juz stop being so selfish? if tat's wat he wants then tehre's nth 2 do with me...y make me feel like a "by-product" only needed 2 make him feel better...frdship isnt tat way..isnt it?
frdship is about truts...n care
not 2nd rated stuff..or by products i don wana make him sad ..i dont noe wat 2 do...i dont wana b selfish like otehr ppl
i dont wana make any1 upset...but i dont wana make myself upset either...being treated tat way by ppl arent u isnt nice..its not juz him...even gabriel did tat...needed when he wajts a gal n asked me 2 help... when he gets it i'm out of the way... i'm not something 2 use 2 get something else...i hate feling this way but i juz cant help it...bcoz i dono how ,n wat 2 say 2 him..tat's y i try 2 avoid seeing him..i noe its stupid 2 run away problems ..but i juz dono wat 2 do...blank...i feel sad n unhappy inside but i noe he isnt rili happy 2 n i dont feel like making some1 upset this days...
i dont wana b selfish like him, like other ppl, is it impossible 2 be not selfish on this earth? does this means tat the rule 2 live on earth is 2 b selfish 2 others?
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