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almerDayx (2:46:19 AM): Im sitting outside its so fucking hot over here isx0nxfire (2:46:48 AM): lucky. its cold over here and its raining isx0nxfire (2:46:52 AM): well .. it was raining lol almerDayx (2:48:18 AM): I rather be kissing you in the rain then sitting in the hot sun aww.. hes such a sweetie i love him. and i miss him. lol anywhore... today was the first day back of school. eww. it wasnt all that bad .. it was just sorta boring .. but i was glad to see everyone again. =] hmm.. so yea spring break had its ups and downs .. i dont feel like going into detail but i went to new york for 2 days. it was gnarly =] i love new york even tho it smells and its dirty but other than that its amazing especially at night when all the lights are on. wow. alright well i guess ill update later than .. i might post pictures up next time soo .. shyea. spare me just three last words... i love you is all she heard ♥ |
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doubt youll read this Apr 5th, 2005 8:45:39 pm - Subscribe
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hmmm.. doubt anyones guna read this .. but oh well.. alright well today didnt do much of anything except ive got a 1/2 day tomorrow .. woot woot! whos lucky now, bitches?? lol && on friday i dont have any school.. ha! .. how ya like them apples?? lol. shyea andddd im in a pretty hyper mood today .. anywhore the weather too day was BEAUTIFUL it was warm .. finally a friggin sign of spring.  and now heres a pic of the uglyness of me.. i hope none of you get blinded .. and if you do .. well .. my bad.  - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - look how pretty she is when she falls down theres no beauty in bleeding mascara ♥ |
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this got boring. Apr 10th, 2005 4:59:19 pm - Subscribe
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hmm.. this got quite boring. ' you ripped my heart out. you torn my eyes out. now your guna pay. ill stab you one time. ill eat your heart out so you feel my pain. dont you know that i always see you in all of my dreams.' - senses fail so yea.. hows everyone elses life?? |
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♥ random entry Apr 11th, 2005 9:34:49 pm - Subscribe
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... feelin pretty shitty.. so ill just leave everyone with this... "there she goes again running to the top of the hill with broken bones and skinned knees but nothing compared to the ache of her broken heart. shes wasting her breath saying i love you, but whats the use when no ones calling it back, shouting it back. its over, its over. you cant say its over nothing really happened to begin with. maybe shouting your name in the lights of forever still wont make you realize your the only one that leaves me breathless" ^ wow .. pretty..  ^ and thats me ...eww |
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promises left unkept Apr 14th, 2005 4:37:46 pm - Subscribe
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alright well i need to vent and i need advice cuz i have absoultely no fucking clue where i stand right now. so yea i duno if its over between me and him .. we havent really said anything about it actually we havent really talked much at all since the beginning of spring break, and i have noooo fucking clue if its over between us and if it is i mean god atleast he should have the balls to tell me and not let me just hang there like an idiot. but i duno cuz like im willing to let him go but at the same time i love him soooo much. this is tearing me apart im soo confused i dont know what i feel right now its driving me crazy. i duno if he feels the same way tho cuz it doesnt seem like he does. and i know i really should dump him but omfg before all this happened he is the only person thats ever made me feel this way and he said that he wouldnt change .. but i guess thats just another lie. errrr!!! i hate myself i trust people toooo easily GODDDD! i duno .. i guess i just need someone to talk to... _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ all the promises you made.... i know youll never really keep them. i miss him. |