banzees Aeonity Blog

the hardships of decision-making.

Thu, 11 May 2006 05:32:52 -0500

don't be fooled by the title. this day was better than the last! :D i'm just happy because i saw him again today. not only that, i saw him up close. call me pathetic but i'm not like everyone else who have gone so far. and if you're in love, you're happy about the simplest things and blush at your every word. at least that's what its like in my cas... Read More

unlike any other

Wed, 10 May 2006 01:31:02 -0500

this day was... i don't know! earlier today, i went to the court for my drills. and guess what,,, i dived on clay. sigh. dammit. that was definitely embarrassing. but my trainer said, "you're not normal if you never tripped in sand." you should see my shirt. from white, it turned MAROON. oh well... no pain, no gain, right? i got a lot of pre... Read More

turn tables.

Tue, 09 May 2006 00:16:57 -0500

people keep talking about going to review classes for college entrance exams. and i got my application for the University of the Philippines earlier. these things are making me nervous because i didn't go to review classes. I was just damned by the money it would cost my parents. and people keep telling me it's actually useless. but i can't help th... Read More

perfect day

Mon, 08 May 2006 05:15:37 -0500

today is the best day i've had in a few weeks. i stayed in the court the whole day and i've made myself known as "the only girl who can take the 1pm heat". haha. no one is willing to play in the heat. why do i? hey, the court is free from 11am-2pm so why not? but imagine, what if my parents found out that i keep forgetting to wear the sun block. i ... Read More

the irony in life

Sat, 06 May 2006 01:55:06 -0500

i'm so happy i got to play again and yes, thank GOD i am improving. i was reflecting on things earlier. you see, there's this ball boy, i'm not sure how old he is (probably around 10) but he is definitely TOO SMALL for his age. he went out of the court for a second, and when he came back, the back of his shirt was bloody. i didn't mind it at fir... Read More

fine day

Fri, 05 May 2006 07:07:59 -0500

hell yeah i'm feelin' shiny! :D endorphines are comin' out of me. well finally i got to play. my coach/trainer didn't actually come so i played with the ball boys. it's understood that if he didn't come, i had to observe other players or play with someone else. i mean, i can't go on playing with just my coach, right? it's kind of funny. you s... Read More

losing my mind

Wed, 03 May 2006 20:22:46 -0500

staying at home is making me lose my creativity. i really need to get out. but i can't. there are lots of reasons why. my friends are all too busy with their college entrance reviews (which i didn't take for the sake of playing tennis), i never got a summer job because my aunt won't give me one, and i am having my goddamn period now. but yeah... Read More

from shackles to kodak.

Tue, 02 May 2006 21:42:46 -0500

i can't believe i would be missing tennis classes today. sigh... it's just that i was so excited to be there. i get to exercise, hit people and stuff. and staying home won't do me good. i gotta kill time... so what should i do? i'm a very proud person and i'd hate to admit it but yeah, i am definitely missing somebody inside that court. and... Read More

it's a start

Tue, 02 May 2006 07:07:16 -0500

I wanna do everything. I just wanna do it now. that's how i get ambitious. i wanna be complete. Banzee by the way. and no, i'm not in a commercial. no sam milby here nor is there a beauty queen. but hey, i'm sure i'll stand out if i wanted to. what do i sound like? well yeah, i'm a lot different in person. so what do you want to h... Read More