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| Check Out My New Dark Poem "Dancing On The Stars" |
May 26th, 2009 5:58:20 pm - Subscribe |
| Standing up straight They gather round Kneeling gently to the sound Svelte and curved with beautiful mounds As the dragon master chants He spreads the smoke of asps Dredges the guiltless souls with his spire Oh I beheld thee Would not my love so embrace Or lose these shackles from my skin Would not my sweet love let me in Or so yet quench the seething cauldron within me Disappointment Disillusionment Bitter tasting so dark and sweet If I be damned then let me burn Burn with fire Burn in Hell Let me fall Into the pit But the night is yet young my love I shall mount my ink black stallion I shall ride out into the night Looking for lost souls Before the morning light peeks over the hill tops Before the darkness in me is exposed I shall dance upon moon beams I shall slaughter the unawares I shall gather the harvest I shall separate the wheat from the chaff Those that are evil shall dine with me at my table of iniquity We shall sip from the chalice of wrath I shall devour your skin my love I enter your room through the wind blown curtain Under your canopy your body is powder white Soft and innocent I trace the outline of your soft curves with my tongue I drink you in with my desires I quench your burning fires My body seething with sin I enter in Make you my queen Take from you your sheen Your finest things No longer human beings We fly into the dark night Till the sun rise my love Dancing on stars so bright For more poems go to: MJ12net.org Poetry |
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| The Lakers Will Win Game 3 in Denver |
May 23rd, 2009 1:20:07 am - Subscribe |
The Lakers Will Win Game 3 in DenverBy brianbills Here’s why:Since the first two games were won or lost by two points are less it only makes sense that the two teams are evenly matched. I watched both games and observed that both teams were playing as hard as they could. The difference will be in the “little things” we do. We call them little but they are not little at all. For instance: Read the full article Lakers Will Win Game 3 In Denver |
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| System Administrator Interview Cheat Sheet III |
May 16th, 2009 8:25:00 pm - Subscribe |
 System Administrator Interview Cheat Sheet III |
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| mood: controlled |
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| A Collection Of Poetry |
May 15th, 2009 8:42:35 pm - Subscribe |
 A Collection Of Poetry |
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| mood: enamored |
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| Finding the Winning Formula |
May 9th, 2009 12:10:38 am - Subscribe |
FINDING THE WINNING FORMULAHi everybody, I believe I have finally found the winning formula. Let me go back just a little bit to fill you in on why I needed to find that "winning formula". Point blank I've been unemployed since January 22nd, 2009, and it started to seem like the harder I tried the worse things got for me. The reason for such hard charging effort on my part was the fact that in the past I had squandered some really sweet opportunities and I believe the past can be your friend. If you use the past to teach you what not to do and to improve and expand upon the things that you were already doing, then the past can be your friend. In the past I never really (if you'll pardon the expression (busted my ass), neither for myself or anyone else. I was always looking for the sweet jobs and while I was talented I really never went above and beyond the call of duty. I wasn't a slacker, but I never really blew anybody away either. I now realize that it's myself I have to blow away more than others. I am the one that has to live with my own efforts and some how be at peace with that when I go home and rest my head on my pillow at night. For the longest time I was just not impressing myself or others and I began to believe that I was only as good as the results I was getting. I started to believe that I was only as good as others were perceiving me. That made me very frustrated and agitated to say the least. I started to wonder if there really was a God and if there was he must have a cruel sense of irony. While I was struggling trying to feed a family, here were other people way ahead of me financially and socially and they were much younger than me too. I started to hate yuppie type people that drive Subaru's and are vegans and who have high tech jobs in the Bay Area. I felt like they thought too highly of themselves and too lowly of me. What I now know is that the way I saw these people was just in my head. I started to realize that I am the maker of my own destiny and other people have nothing to do with whether or not I succeed. I started to realize that Rome wasn't built in a day even though it burned down in one night. I decided that even though I had to start from the bottom I was going to be true to myself and stick to my guns this time. No more changing horses in the middle the the stream like I had always done. So far I have started my own website all on my own and I'm well on the way to finding a lucrative high tech position. Possibly even a full time job with benefits. But I now know that I am much more than just a stiff earning a paycheck. I have the capability and the talent to make lots of money by helping others and I can have lots of fun along the way. It's all in what I choose to do. I know now that I wouldn't trade any of my losses for anything in the world because it took every single one of them to get me to the point where I was sick and tired of the results I was getting and I became willing to do whatever it took to get different results. All I can say is that no matter what happens today I will still feel good about myself because I know in my heart that I did the best I could with what I had and I didn't have to compromise my morals to do it either. Come sign up at my website and write me an email. I'd love to hear from you about what makes you feel good about yourself today. God Bless and Take care, Brian |
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