i wish i were in love

02/04/08 3:01pm - Subscribe

mood: lame
music: this bike is a pipe bomb

this is a photo that jessica took of me peeing at the ship.

i have been doing a good bit of work towards the screening and very little towards all of my papers and assignments due on friday.

i have remembered how much bi-weekly pay days suck.

when i do get paid, i will realize how awesome a fifty cent raise can be, thanks minimum wage! a year ago $8 was a distant dream.

i was reading journals from this time last year and i was so in love with steve. i still care about him so much and i'm totally not over any of this yet. things do change in a lot of ways, i guess.

i have astronomical highs and life-threatening lows.


sometimes i take photos of myself to remind myself that i look kind of alright sometimes. i think that i look kind of alright in this photo.

i want someone to fall hopelessly in love with me so we can listen to records and dance until we have stitches in our tummies and talk about literature with and then who will call me "dude" in public.

xxx,
bee