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| Impatience is Murder |
May 4th, 2008 6:43:59 pm - Subscribe |
| Seriously, I'm at the point where I just don't know anymore. That is, the meanings or directions of my emotions... my life. Because, I guess the more established perspective in my situation would be to push harder to meet my own demands. Yet here I am, idle in thinking, in action... It's sort of like I care, but it seems like I don't... but I really do... I've gone completely against what I believe. I never ever wanted to work in the food industry, but here I am applying to McDonalds.  But I guess it makes sense, 'cause you really can't just get a proper job without having some background in the workplace. And apparently, McDonalds is the place to get that backbround; everybody starts off there... So much for my ambition of defying the norm. I'm going to be a blue visor-wearing pound of depressing flesh.It's okay though, reasons for getting a job in my case aren't for the personal benefits. However, getting a job at a place of my own preference did have social significances... Whatever, I just hope that everything works out for me. Seriously, I've just realized the difficulty of gaining possession of immaterial things. For example, I never thought I'd have so much trouble getting a job. I thought even without work experience, my "outstanding" academic record would be taken into consideration anyways. But I guess not. And then there's the social life. As I mentioned before, I can't build on a friendship that I want to build without the other party wanting the same thing. So in conclusion, I'm just getting really tired of waiting. Hopefully, I'm not waiting on something that will disappoint me later on... |
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| mood: yucky |
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