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"I'm sorry it took me so long (to come around)"
Wanna Be Close - Avant
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Eul Basa
07/31/92
FLCHS sophomore
filipino
prayer dependant
academia superhero
artistically inclined
athletics
family guy
clingy
emotion feeder
oh / i / just / wanna / be / close

The mood is right on.

May 8th, 2008 9:57:46 pm - Subscribe

I'm pretty stupid. Mainly because I keep telling myself to make the best out of the limited time I have; to just go for it and do whatever it takes to build the friendship.

Perfect opportunity hit today. An hour and a half I had. That's more than enough time to just catch up and build on things. Yet, despite the few exchanged words, I know I could have done so much more. What was done today could hardly be classified as satisfactory.

So, why was it that as soon as the opportunity came, I instantly had the mindset of surrender. Perhaps it's because I'm sick of it always being me to work in this friendship. I'm sick of waiting around; of the lack of presence by the other side.

Yet, deep down, I still want this to work out. I want to make the friendship strong enough to withstand even after this school year, and not so that it dies once this year ends.

From now on, I promise not to quit and to just go for it. And seriously, I'm keeping to this promise this time around.
mood: foolish
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audioboxer

May 09th, 2008

I feel ya pain kid
but I hope yours turnsout much better than my situation
I know you can pull this together, but remember that it takes two to tango, and that maybe you should remind the other person of this

avatar beng

May 10th, 2008

Yeah, It seems really awkward reminding this person, for questionable reasons. But thanks for the encouragement, I have a lot of work to do academically and socially.

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