bitterxded's Blog

I\'m not a slave to a gun that doesn\'t exist
Date: Dec 30th, 2005 2:25:24 pm - Subscribe
Mood: stubborn


Im in a semi good mood today. Goin to my grandpas for a very late christmas dinner with my cuzin. The only reason we wanna go is cuz our cuzin nick might go this time. We love him and miss him a lot so we're crossin our fingers. I hope he comes, otherwise this dinner is gunna be a total bust. I finally found Austin's myspace!! Im so happy! I have such a huge crush on him, its rediculous. I cant help it tho hes just so cute and wonderful!! The only thing that someone has sed to me recently that has meant much of ne thing is sut he sed. We got on the convo of cutting or something in that area and he turned to me and sed "Do u slit your wrist's, Sticky? I hope not." I shook my head, no and he sed "Good, Im glad". It doesnt seem like much but it meant a lot to me. Isnt it weird how someone can do or say something so small its almost unimportant but it can mean so much to you? The thing is I dont kno if I lied to him or not. Depends on if he meant Do i cut myself or Have I ever slit my wrist and tried to kill myself...if its the 2nd thing then i didnt lie. *sigh* found a pic of me and jason in my laundry...dont kno why it was there...im givin all the pics of us to him, i cant stand to look at them it just makes me angry and brings up bad feelings. So he can keep em cuz i sure dont want them.

but on a happy note, i got an avenged sevenfold belt buckle!! It awesome, i love it sooo much! and i got bout 6 cds that i play in my new stereo!! wut a great christmas, i got a new digital camera too...dang, i got spoiled this christmas...
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