it was bound to happen sooner or later - my blog filled with quizes....
Date: Jan 24th, 2005 11:48:52 pm - Subscribe
Mood: overloaded
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*huff*puff*pant*
Date: Jan 18th, 2005 8:45:17 am - Subscribe
Mood: sooooo exhausted
currently: um sitting in silence for once and it is pleasant
back from gym*puff* so tired.so hot....so hungry - need to eat and sleep and shower - *deep breath* ow I fucked up my arm(s) but soon I will look like this broad:
cept I'll be alot smilier cause I can't do sexy - I can do, cute, sullen, surly and angry - can't even do cheery that well to be honest but that doesn't mean I'm not happy. I used to get told by random people(mostly strangers) "Smile! it's not that bad" - well fuck you too cause I was quite happy before you insulted my face.
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**anti dreaming 12.01.05**
Date: Jan 12th, 2005 1:36:25 am - Subscribe
Mood: dramatic
currently: Har Mar Superstar - As(Seasons)
God it's so hot today - I haven't been outside yet but I just KNOW, you know. it was 43 degrees celsius yesterday - it's probably the same today, and yesterday afternoon the heat really got to me and I got really sick, mostly dehydration i s'pose - i rarely drink enough water. But anyway I felt like shit and I wish it didn't get so hot here.
I'm not gonna say too much about my dream this morningcause I didn't really enjoy dreaming it, I'm getting sick of them being so unclear in my head
Well, Xzibit and his big black boxer made a cameo(I don't think Xzibit actually has a big black boxer). His dog was big and scary but it's growl warned us all that there were some evil kids around the side of the house behind the fence. His dog went after the evil kids and Xzibit was really upset and worried about his dog(the kids were'nt 'evil' by normal kid standards - they were actually e v i l)
So that was Xzibit's cameo(and his heroic dog whose name I can't remember)
Yeh, there was stuff in there about me fighting some evil dudes, my cat bringing a peadophile into the house who had took on the shape of another cat, then my cat getting really teeny tiny 'till she looked like a itty bitty doll then I put her in a drawer so she'd be safe from all the bad things that we were trying to fight. I really wanna find a pic to post here. stay tuned for it.
There was a plane ride to Canberra in my dream too - I rushed on late at sat down next to an old friend of my ---oh just had dejavu--- and the plane was like a giant living room on the inside, yeh yeh stef's family were all there - and stef of course(but not really clearly there). erm...I'm not going any further to punish my dreams for being so shit.
hmmpfh
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The movie I watched last night
Date: Jan 11th, 2005 1:39:09 am - Subscribe
Mood: amused
Well, I did'nt end up watching American Splendor like I said I was going to. We ended up watching Mommie Dearest - OH ho HO it is great! I was so excited when the clerk told me over the phone that I had it I squealed in his ear. I wasn't disappointed either. It's one of those funny-but-not-on-purpose movies. It boasts these fantastic lines:
quote:
"What's WIRE HANGERS doing in HERE?!" she yells, beating Christina with the offending hangers "NO WIRE HANGERS EVER!"
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I'm not mad at you Helga. I'm mad at the DIRT
AND
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Don't fuck with ME fellas! This ain't my first time at the rodeo!
see it. see it.
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**?not today? oh well, no matter**
Date: Jan 10th, 2005 10:04:31 am - Subscribe
Mood: fine
currently: Queens of the Stone Age - Noone Knows
Well nothing this morning - I overslept again and lost it all. oh well, I can't have weird dreams everyday I s'pose. I'm going to watch American Splendor now - I know already that i'll like it, but i'll get back to about that later.
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*dream* 09.01.05
Date: Jan 9th, 2005 11:34:02 am - Subscribe
Mood: woozy
currently: Led Zepplin - Immigrant Song
Not much this morning. It seems I overslept and forgot most of the dream stuff, oh well. I do remember more fish tank themed business going on. I remember trying to clean the tank out with the special vacuum thing and ALOT of water was coming out but when I'd look at the tank, no water had come out. But in the bucket of water that I had drained there was bits of all the fish that had died over the past months. The earliest dream I can remember from this morning was too scary - I had to struggle to wake myself up. I was in a big house or another hotel I think with alot of people I knew but we had to carry weapons around with us and be on the look out at all times because there was a monster that would kill us hanging around. It looked a little like Chewbacca but it's voice was raspy; like a hiss and totally evil and rank. It had a name but I can't remember it - we'll just call it 'fear'. Anyway the only thing I could find to use as a weapon was a pair of scissors, so I walked around the hotel grounds and corridors wielding my dress making scissors(sheesh). There was a posse of men dress up crazy just patrolling and encouraging everyone to be on the lookout as we were on 'high alert' for a 'fear' attack. Here's a sketch of the posse and heres a close up
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*dream* 08.01.05 WARNING - long!
Date: Jan 8th, 2005 8:18:53 am - Subscribe
Mood: flummoxed
currently: watching Greg the Bunny
heheh what's a flummox?
okay...here goes as remembered:
There were a couple of themes present in my dreaming this morning that flipped back and forth;
4 women(with long dark hair) and 1 man, they had names but I can't remember what they were. They seemed to know each other like they had been working together for a very long time. They seemed quite primitive and from another place and time, actually thinking back now; they remind me of Masters of the Universe characters, except without the flashy capes.
Anyway stef and I were on holidays staying in a complex-like hotel with my dad(I think we were in Adelaide - though not the 'real' Adelaide). I was trying to buy a swimsuit and people kept walking into the change room I was in - just for a lark.
Cut to the beach - Stef and I were at the shoreline playing in the waves and then the beach became busy all of a sudden and then I noticed that Sting was having a huge concert on the cliff over looking he beach we were on.
I don't even like Sting? Click here to see a rough pic.
I started to swim into the waves that were coming towards us but there were so many other people trying to do the same thing that I just got pushed out of the way, so I gave up.
Oh back at the complex, we bought a little white dog off of someone that lived there but we only had him for a day cause I kept thinking about how jealous Mo(our cat) would be, so we gave him back to the seller.
BTW Stef was really nice and stayed by my side the whole time, which was a nice change cause usually he's acts like damn monster in my dreams.
I enjoyed the way I acted too, I was really assertive and more outspoken and really good with words - which is something I try to do in waking hours but rarely get it right.
Oh and somewhere amongst ALL those happenings I was amongst(or was I just watching) a large group of women(quite primitive 'princess of power' like again) and we/they lived in an underground cavern with heaps of tunnels, it felt pretty tribal again. It then dawned on me that a man had trapped us/them in the cave somehow(a looong time ago) and there was a blonde girl that desperately wanted to escape so she tried to break out and caused an alarm to go off. The man came down to see what the commotion was and other ladies stalled him while the blonde escaped behind him. See one of the women here. The last time I saw her was at a beautiful calm waterhole that was in a cave entrance there was a happy ghost lady standing behind her, and the blonde seemed really calm and happy like they'd been reunited or something. See here
NOTE: The last section of the dream as with the part 5 people I mentioned at the start (felt connected somehow) and this was something that I was watching not something that I was doing. I think.
phew
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I'm alive & on the ground
Date: Jan 7th, 2005 4:17:51 am - Subscribe
Mood: in reality
currently: slacking off at work
Friday, YES!!
No dream memories this morning - not sure why?
I still haven't got the 'imagination patch' of my brain working - usually if I can't sleep at night I just lay silent with thoughts and scenarios playing out in my head - sometimes it's about how I want my life to be, sometimes it's about how I'm going to spend this weeks pay, other times it's as ridiculous as me as a cat or me as the New York IT girl - and the other night I couldn't sleep and I just COULDN'T turn it on!!!?? Utterly frustrating - and it's been like this all week - I've lost my imagination - not really a bad thing cause it means I just have to be in reality ALL the time, but *pouts* I like escaping to my insane make believe life when I feel like it - it brings me comfort, which doesn't sounds healthy I know - but eh?
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even later still...
Date: Jan 6th, 2005 1:37:57 am - Subscribe
Mood: unmotivated
currently: I don't like Mondays - Tori Amos
please comment if you love me(Stefan?Jay?)
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1/2 a dream* 06/05/05
Date: Jan 5th, 2005 11:38:41 pm - Subscribe
Mood: dry
Didn't write notes down for this one straight away so I can't remember it well. I remember that it upset me, and that Stef and I were reading the news(we were newsreaders!) but neither of us wanted to read it, I don't know if we were scared or if we didn't know what to do but we just kept trying to get the other one of us to do the reading. thass all I know.
On another note I am late to work...VERY late
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