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i'm really beginning to despise my "family". i wish there was someone in this world that could take me away from all this. so that i would never have to deal with my fcuking family ever again.. fuck.. i think i'm sinking into depression again.. :T |
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got two new cds today: the calling - two lostprophets - start something yay. ^_________^ now there's nothing to do as usual so might as well go clean my room. :]] peasy |
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F I N A L L Y got my damn cell phone from the bastards at t-mobile. after a fcckin MONTH of hassle. -_________- anyway got it back so call me on my cell phone instead of the house phone MONICA! :]] you have my number right? O.o every word out of my mom's mouth is pissing me off. she treats me like shit while treating my brother and sister like they never do anything wrong while pinpointing out all my mistakes. well sorry if i'm not fucking perfect mom but neither are you. |
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designing my newest xanga layout is taking an extremely long time.. probably because i'm making the entire layout from scratch and have no sense of direction. ^^; but it's turning out nicely, i must say. for something made from scratch, it doesn't look half as bad. though i realize that i'll be screaming and cursing at it that it's the ugliest creation that i've ever made. ;] met up with monica today! FINALLY! ^^v we ate pho, drank bubble tea [well.. me] and watched 'hero' despite some of my friends damning the movie to hell saying that it was 'lame' and 'boring'. monica and i thoroughly enjoyed it. i liked the meaning behind it. ^_________^ broken sword was cool. flying snow was awesome and sky was err.. rather boring? O.o moon got annoying and nameless was tight. :]] then went with my mom to the korean grocery, and there upon i always get lavished with praise because i 'in-sah' [bow] to the adults. O.o ehh i thought it was commonplace but apparently not. O.o but i'm happy cuz that means good light gets shed on my parents which makes me happy. :]] lala.. ate dinner, did the dishes for my mom, cleaned up the dinner table and now i'm here working on the dang layout. as soon as i'm finished with my xanga layout, i'll be working on this one as well as one for monica. :]] peas easy. ^^ |
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i wish i had my license. =_________= but other than that, the past few days have been absolutely heavenly. upped the level of friendship to best friend status with a close friend, got to hang out with 3 amazing pple for i think 2/3 days in a row. it really got my mind off things. but i have a feeling my family's been turning against me now.. *sigh* well whatever.. i haven't seen my parents' faces for 2/3 days since i always got home at around 2/3am and they're sleeping by then.. :T eh whatever. my brother's doing the bitching enough for both of them. -________-* i'm not looking forward to college. i'm dreading it's term papers, research papers, thesis-es [thesii? O.o ], finals and whatever horrors they have to offer. i'll have to sleep early and wake up early and attend lectures for hours.. this is gonna suck. -_________- |