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A new start....
Date: Aug 17th, 2006 1:23:43 pm - Subscribe
Mood: ambitious


I can't believe summer is almost over. Less than two weeks until school starts. I'm more nervous than ever. But I'm determinded to make this school year fun. Last year, being my first year in high school, I just did whatever. And I found out the consequences to my actions. Yes, it just may be another year of drama, but as long as its not about me, I could care less. I have my friends beside me, to guide me along the way, and thats all that matters. I'm so excited for this year, and so is alot of other people. Maybe this year is going to be different. I know that a year ago today, I was a different person, and looking back, I can tell how much that I have changed. I have learned to have self-acceptance in myself, and to love the person within. And I am truely happy with myself. And I think that is what is going to make this year different. And I can't wait to finally bring out the real me. And lets just say.



This is only the beginning.
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Somewhere between....
Date: Aug 6th, 2006 4:56:57 pm - Subscribe
Mood: sweet


Somewhere between the procrastination the homework the friendships & the nasty cafeteria food the calls to old friends the i miss you`s, & the i love you`s & the what are we doing tonight`s somewhere between all of the changing and growing & the skipping classes the studying for tests & the downright not studying i forgot i forget what it meant to cry . . . i forgot that pretending to be happy doesnt make you happy. i forgot that pretending to be smart didn`t make you smart. & that pretending to be ok doesn`t make you ok. i forgot you just can`t forget the past in fear of the future. i forgot that you can`t control falling in love. & that you can`t make yourself fall in love. i learned . . . i learned that i can love. i learned that it`s ok to mess up. & it`s ok to ask for help. & it`s ok to feel like crap. i learned that it`s ok to be alone. i learned it`s ok to complain & whine to your friends for a whole day. that somehow they`ll make it better. i learned sometimes the things you want most you just can`t have. i learned that the greatest thing about high school isn`t going to be the most popular or going to parties. or drinking -- not even the hookups. it`s the friendships, which means taking chances. i learned that sometimes the things we forgive & forget are the things we need to talk about most. but basically, i learned that my friends, old & new, are the most important people in the world.
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As summer slips away....
Date: Jul 31st, 2006 12:43:17 pm - Subscribe
Mood: bleh
Music: But It's Better If You Do; Panic! At The Disco

Woah. I can't believe summer is almost over already. I would def say that this was the best summer ever. Besides this past week. It def has stinks. Last Thursday, I was sitting on my bed, (which is pretty high) and I went to slide down, and my right leg hit the ground before left one did, and my knee popped, and I couldn't walk on it, so then on Friday, I went to the doctors, and they said that I shifted my knee cap and I've been on crutches and in a knee immoblizer. It def sucks. Because I'm a very active person, and I love to go out and do things, and it sucks being stuck here.

I'm just trying to make the most of the last few weeks of summer. I have alot to do before school starts. But I'm def looking forward to it.

Well, I'm off to do...something. I'll post pictures later.


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Just another day...
Date: Jul 11th, 2006 12:32:32 am - Subscribe
Mood: whatever
Music: Your Call; Secondhand Serenade

So, today I actually felt like a sophomore. I did some school shopping, with my mom. Its kinda weird. I've really changed my perspective on life. Since Erica pasted away, I've been trying to make sure that I make the most of life. People say your life flashes before you eyes when you die, I want to make sure mine is worth watching. I'm trying to make sure that I do everything I can to make the world a better place. Just to help out people when they need it. Things like that.

So tomorrow is Erica's viewing. I'll be going on Wednesday, but I'm not sure if I'm going tomorrow. I want Darren to come with me, I just would feel more comfortable if he were there. I guess its just a personal thing.

So I'm starting to get the hang of the this Aeonity thing. I'm kinda second guessing it though. I honestly don't know why I made it. Its not like anyone will read these things. Gahh.

Well one of my new myspace pictures. It reminds me of Erica, being that she passed away on the 4th of July.



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So what a day...
Date: Jul 11th, 2006 12:11:10 am - Subscribe
Mood: emotional
Music: Panic! At the Disco

So I found this site, and I decided to make one. I don't know why. I guess I have nothing else better to do with my time.

It finally hit me that Erica is gone. Yeah, I know her and I weren't best friends or anything. But she was such a great person. Always happy. And everything. I know that is going to be missed by many people. She was a very loved girl. So many people wished that they could be like her. And all it takes is one time. Just having fun with a friend, and then it turns into a terrible tragedy. I know that she is off to a better place now.

Rest in peace, Erica Pemberton. <3
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