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Date: May 10th, 2005 8:17:36 pm - Subscribe
Mood: empty
music is cool so whatever: energetic

Here is my blog. Current feeling: crying.
Things I did today, ate breakfast, threw up. went to school, ate food, threw up. flirted with boys, led them on when i didn't like them, and skipped track practice with the excuse of throwing up. Came home with a friend in a car playing emo music. Listening to her fight with her boyfriend, made excuse to mom about throwing up and saying no practice. Listened to boyfriend and girlfriend fight more, threw up. ate dinner i didn't like, threw up. didn't like the aftertaste. tried on my jeans from last year, realizing they didn't fit. tried to throw up but was refused. cried. weighed myself. underweight. but not enough. dammit. got online, ordered clothes i cannot afford, talked to cute boys online. looked outside, had a friend over, refused an invite by a cute boy to play basketball. cried. over an ex. went to bed.
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