brandnew00s Aeonity Blog

hey

Thu, 26 May 2005 19:16:42 -0500

god I am soooo depressed, I don't know why. it hurts so bad. its like a knife in my stomache and I can't get it out. seriously, no difference. it feels like I either ate too much or just am really really hungry. so i no longer feel physical pain, the mental pain overrides it all. I have boys after me, right and left. and I don't know what ... Read More

sn

Wed, 25 May 2005 09:04:49 -0500

someone IM me at Punkette310 on AIM. <3 Claire:)... Read More

Blog

Wed, 25 May 2005 09:01:43 -0500

So today cali called me at 6 and told me that she couldn't take me to school unless I wanted to go at 7 and I'm like hell no. So my mom took me at 7:45 and I made her late and got in trouble again. And now she said that I either have to ride the bus or go with cali again. Which is why I am getting a ride with cali in the first place. GOSH. ... Read More

happy

Mon, 16 May 2005 13:19:06 -0500

i am happy for the first time in forever, and it is the thought of suicide. ;) ... Read More

HI

Sat, 14 May 2005 22:34:03 -0500

THis is my life. I used to have one, popular, pretty, cool. TOday, I am 1. feeling loser 2. lonely 3. ditched 4. unpretty 5. i hate everything I used to be so happy, and not thinking about anything i did. It worked, i was perfect. but anyway, i wish people didn't di... Read More

Blog

Tue, 10 May 2005 20:17:36 -0500

Here is my blog. Current feeling: crying. Things I did today, ate breakfast, threw up. went to school, ate food, threw up. flirted with boys, led them on when i didn't like them, and skipped track practice with the excuse of throwing up. Came home with a friend in a car playing emo music. Listening to her fight with her boyfriend, made excuse to ... Read More