brightside's Aeonity Blog

meow.	Feb 23rd, 2005 6:55:46 pm - Subscribe
monday night me and daniel started talkin. i had to ask him if there was a cos parade tonight.. and then we were talking for a while, and here was what mattered... me: can i tell you a secret? him: sure, whats up? me: ..i miss you him: what do you mean miss me: i miss the closeness that we had. him: oh. me: im guessing you dont feel the same, lol him: id be lying if i said no. me: wee. -a little while passes by, talking about what happened with 'us' when we were apart' him: so what are we going to do about norman? me: oh yeah, im still going out with him eh? ..wait a minute.. are we going back out? him: ..do you wanna? me: ..yeah, do you him: yeah i broke up with norman. and me and daniel are going back out. we were on the phone for like an hour and a half monday night. we decided to meet up at the pop machine just before second class.. so after first class i was like poofin hardcore but i went.. i saw him standing there waiting for me.. so i just walked up to him and kissed him. it was like something out of the movies. i felt so safe. he just hugged me and hugged me and kept telling me how much he missed me. i almost cried. it was one of those moments.. like wow. anyways im out. ta.
mood: mushy music: how soon is now by love spit love	(1) comments

this shit right here is for you	Feb 14th, 2005 2:37:38 am - Subscribe
i got my ears pierced last night. woo fuckin hoo. it didnt hurt when i first got them done, but then it started to pain when we (norm melissa and i) stopped to talk to adelia, so i stomped on the floor, whined in pain, and called my mommy. oh ya, thats right. i called my mommy. ...and then she laughed at me. whatever. anyhow, we were in zellars, and melissa was just about to pay for a little sexy nighty thing, and steve dave and ashley showed up. it looked like steve and dave were baked.. but it turned out that daves grandfather had died twelve that day. and steve thought it would be a good idea for me to talk to dave because i had just gone through that.. so we talked and stuff. then we drove around.. then we went back to ashleys house and watched 'without a paddle'. then dave and steve left, then norm was leaving.. so (naturally) i walked him to the door. then yeah. he gave me this like.. ssssoooo gentle kiss. i almost died. haha. but yeah, then me and melissa got a cab home, and some scary cab driver ('elvis' he called himself) wouldnt stop talking.. and it frightened me. yeah. cadets today made me furious. i don't want daniel to hang around with my friends when im not there.. is that wrong of me? i think it is. like what the fuck is wrong with me? can someone tell me? he was talking to steve, and i almost lost my mind, it was sick. but then on drill team we were carrying on, and it was just like we were going out again.. it made me sick. ugh. like i really do want to be his friend, but sometimes he pisses me off.. beacuse hes really annoying. lol. aaaanyways. im out. ta. <33laura
mood: accomplished music: for you by korn	(0) comments

the silence after..	Feb 12th, 2005 3:22:46 am - Subscribe
"ill miss you forever, ill miss you always, goodbye is so hard but ill say it anyways" ive realized that i have to let go of him. we've been apart since the end of november, and we're never getting back together. ive been with someone else since him, but it only lasted a week. he was really annoying, and when i stayed over his house he was way too clingy. but still, it felt nice to be wanted again. but daniel is never coming back, nor do i want him back. he was far from perfect, but he was mine. but its over. ive moved on. norman asked me out tonight. i said yes, of course. norman helped me through so much stuff that i was going through with daniel.. when we all took a trip to pei, i cried to him about daniel, and he helped me work things out with daniel even though he liked me at the time.. and i know i liked him, but i didnt want to ruin things with daniel and i because i thought we were going to be together forever. but now that norman and i are together.. i think i'll be able to forget about him.. even though we're in the same school. anyways.. yeah. enough of the emotional, boy rant. i have kidney infections! they hurt. alot. but i guess ill have to grin and bear it because i'm going out with norman melissa and steve tomorrow. thank god. i need out of this house. my parents are out drinking, and my mother is going to come home loaded and start in on me. hopefully dad will put her to bed or something. ugh. these freezies taste like ass. anyhow. im out. ta. <33laura
mood: taken music: miss you by social code	(0) comments

meow.	Feb 6th, 2005 11:33:23 pm - Subscribe
this seems so much better than lj. plus; no one knows me here. so i dont have to hold back. ill write again later like i know you, and like you know me. ill start from in the middle. <33laura
mood: mellow music: rancid	(5) comments