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the silence after..

Feb 11th, 2005 9:22:46 pm - Subscribe

"ill miss you forever, ill miss you always, goodbye is so hard but ill say it anyways"

ive realized that i have to let go of him. we've been apart since the end of november, and we're never getting back together. ive been with someone else since him, but it only lasted a week. he was really annoying, and when i stayed over his house he was way too clingy. but still, it felt nice to be wanted again. but daniel is never coming back, nor do i want him back. he was far from perfect, but he was mine. but its over. ive moved on.

norman asked me out tonight. i said yes, of course. norman helped me through so much stuff that i was going through with daniel.. when we all took a trip to pei, i cried to him about daniel, and he helped me work things out with daniel even though he liked me at the time.. and i know i liked him, but i didnt want to ruin things with daniel and i because i thought we were going to be together forever. but now that norman and i are together.. i think i'll be able to forget about him.. even though we're in the same school.

anyways.. yeah. enough of the emotional, boy rant. i have kidney infections! they hurt. alot. but i guess ill have to grin and bear it because i'm going out with norman melissa and steve tomorrow. thank god. i need out of this house. my parents are out drinking, and my mother is going to come home loaded and start in on me. hopefully dad will put her to bed or something.

ugh. these freezies taste like ass. anyhow. im out. ta.

<33laura
mood: taken
music: miss you by social code
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