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| sry for the abrupt announcement of my return a few days ago. but my heart was hurting and the anger was the only way i could release some of it. since then a number of songs have run thru my brain and i wish i could remember some to put in here, but my bad memory will forever haunt me. maybe later i will write them down. |
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| wow... you know what. now that i'm back. im really hurt and i don't think that i even want the internet at home anymore. hopefully i won't have a heart attack on the drive home. |
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UGH! I think I'm moving onto that island earlier than I thought I would be. I'm basically fed up with the male population. Except for Adam, Will, and Andy. Oh yeah, and Chad too. I don't know...I'm just giving up. I don't need this right now anyways, it's too much of a distraction. Dang I wish I would have listened to Jessica, she definitly knew what she was talking about. *Bangs head on table* Sooo, tonight's the last girl's Bible Study before Jessica goes back to college. *Sigh* I'm gonna die without her here! She's the one person that kept me sane in Tehachapi. I need to talk to her tonight...really bad. Umm, I don't usually do this...but whoever's reading this, I need prayer. I've got a heckofalot going on right now and it's about to make my brain explode. I'm losing it. Umm....*akward* Well, this is the end. Wait, I've got one more thing to say... ADAM'S THE BEST FRIEND I COULD EVER EVER EVER HAVE! I love him! |
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Well, this morning my dad taught me how to wash my face. That's right, he's insane. "Make sure to move everthing out of the 'splash zone' and when your done, use a towel to wipe down anything near the sink. Go about 4 to 6 inches into the sink, also. I'm an insane control freak." You people think I'm overreacting? He got mad at me for not wearing socks. Well, now that that's over...ADAM I MISS YOU! COME BACK FROM WHEREEVER YOU ARE!!!!! I've left about fifty bajillion messages on your voicemail because I'm insane (where do you think I get it from?) So once you turn your dang phone on, you can listen to all of them! Yay! Soo...Tehachapi still sucks. I was at the lake with Tommy and Lauryn after the movie that they showed, and a cop pulled up in the parking lot and just kind of stared at us. (It was 7 minutes past curfew! *gasp*) So we thought about running and hiding (there's no way he would have found us unless he got a search team, which he probably would have) but we decided against it. I was quite angered, cuz that meant I had to go home and I realllllly didn't want to. But...I did. Then I stayed up til 1 am cleaning my desk and putting pictures up on my door. Now it looks quite awesome. Yay! Umm...END! Now, comment! |
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Wow, I must say it has been awhile, eh?! I would tell you all I've been too busy, but that's not true...at all...lol I've just been living at the Deharts house for the past week or however long it's been. Today's the first day I didn't go there in like 2 weeks. Wait, nevermind, I take it back. I went there today, lol! Lauryn was driving me around because her 6 months were finally up and she promised me she'd drive me places. So...we went to the Deharts and bugged Justin for awhile. That was plenty fun! So ya, I hate Tehachapi. Bear Valley in particular. At least in T-town you can go to Denny's, but in BV you have a freakin CURFEW! What?! And not even a normal one either, you hafta be inside at 10! Well, you can drive and stuff, but you can't be out at the lake or walking or anything. How freakin lame is that?! GRR! So...yeah...it's lame times 50! I HATE IT! So all you people who live in normal towns, be happy. Be happy that you don't get pulled over by the big bad BV police because you "look suspicious." Rar. I'm thinkin I'm gonna call someone and go...somewhere. I couldn't tell you where though, because it's after 8 and EVERYTHING'S CLOSED! |
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So here I am to blog, when I realized...I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT! So, I'll type whatever comes to mind. This could be interesting, my friend. Indeed it could. Don't you absolutely hate it when you hang out with someone of the opposite sex for a little bit, and suddenly everyone thinks you like them?! It irkes me SOOOO much. I was just thinking back to summer camp when I was hanging out with Justin (who's 20, by the way. That makes this story even more...worth telling?). I was sitting on a log with him (but not just with him, with Lauryn and Mike and Jen). And I walked by Peter and he asked me why I was sitting on the log...so I, like any normal person, said "I like the log!" And he gave me this weird...Peter look..and said "I think you like someone on the log." UGH! He's only 6 years older than me, sicko! Plus, he's practically my older brother! EW x 6,000!!!! Ugh. So yeah...that just came to my mind, because that's been happening a lot with me and Justin lately cuz we hang out. ARRRGH! Doesn't anyone get it?! He's my brother, which equals EW. Wow, two awesome music videos just came on in a row. That's rare! First it was All These Things I've Done by The Killers, and now it's The Best of You by Foo Fighters! YAAAY! That totally made me happy. Let's see, what to talk about? Gah, Chad, why did you have to go to camp?! I'm BOOOOORED! Bah, it's so dang hot! Milk was a bad choice. |
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Mood: relaxed, i suppose! Music:: \"Remember that one time, when you said that one thing? Oh the memories.\" -Amy Elizabeth Gividen |
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Actually watch this! It totally rocks. And for those of you who left me comments yesterday, thanks SO MUCH. I really appreciate it, you guys rock. I prayed about the situation, and things have gotten better. But anyways...watch the video! Music Video Codes By VideoCodeZone |
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| Ugh, attack of the mood swings!! I'm feeling really crappy right now...i could use a hug. preferably from a certain someone, but seeing as how that's now completely impossible...a hug. i just want a hug. |
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| Dag, that song has been stuck in my head ALL day!! So I went to youth group singing it, and Justin (aka Jenguin, aka older brudder I never had) heard me singing it, and so we burst into song, basically screaming "BECAUSE YOU KILL ME! YOU KNOW YOU DO, YOU KILL ME WELL! YOU LIKE IT TOO, AND I CAN TELL! YOU'LL NEVER STOP UNTIL MY FINAL BREATH IS GONE!" So yeah, we got a lot of weird looks. But whenever we're together we get weird looks!! Yeah, well, we're awesome. Like...the dynamic duo. Duo? What a weirded out word. Did I even spell it almost right? But yeah. So we hung out at the after party too, and talked about all of our inside jokes so that nobody outside of us knew what we were talking about. It was awesome! By the way, I've thrown paragraphs out the window for this entry. They're so overrated. But yeah, so Justin, Danielle, and I all hung out. We talked about EVERYTHING! From annoying stalker boys to Saturday Night Live. Somehow SNL slips its way into every conversation Justin and I have. It's great. Cuz then we just jump into quotes from the Jeopordy (my spelling sucks, deal with it). Then we start acting it out too, and then people like start watching, and anyone else who knows it will jump in. It's hilarity at it's finest. Umm, then some not good stuff happened, and I actually opened up to someone about something I hadn't been talking to ANYONE about. It was a good feeling, even though I cried my eyes out. Then it made me mad because Peter was like "stop crying!" Grr...guys don't understand that crying is a GOOD THING. It's so much better to cry than to keep it bottled up! ACCEPT IT, MEN! CRY ALL YOU WANT! Oh hey, Chris is here! I haven't seen him in awhile, I gotta go talk to him. Bye ya'll! Anyone who wants to know, I might tell you what's going on with me. I love you guys. And I really, truly mean that. |
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Well, the day has finally come...the day where we all have to say goodbye to Stephan. He was an awesome guy, and I'm gonna miss him a lot!!! For those of you who don't know, Stephan was a foreign exchange student from Germany. He came to live with Laurie Hatfield for a year, and we got to know him REALLY well. *sigh* I'm gonna miss that kid! This is gonna be short, but I just had to let you all know that I may not be in the best mood today because he's gone. I was glad though, cuz Bubba called me (he went to the airport to see Stephan off) and I got to say goodbye to him. I almost started crying! Meh...end! |
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Hmm, interesting. I wonder what it means! I liked Emo better, it was way easier to pronounce. But oh well, I shall survive. Wanna know why? Cuz God is AWESOME! Alright, so here's the deal. I was semi-contemplating going to camp with the Bear Valley youth group, but we didn't really have the money, I've been sick for like 3 weeks now, and my cousin from Michagin was coming to visit. So I called Jessica Dehart and told her I wouldn't be able to come. Then she flipped out and said she'd like shove me into her suitcase if that's what it took. So she totally convinced my parents, and I got to go!! And... IT ROCKED. Seriously, I wasn't holding out very high hopes for this camp because I didn't know that many people. So I made it a point that I was going to hang out with new people and make more friends, which I did! I made friends with Batman (aka Emily Nobles), and I became Robin. It was totally awesome, because from that day on everyone knew us as Batman and Robin. And I made a few nemisises (nemisi?) as well! Actually, we only had one nemisis, but he was pretty insane. Lol, he got the name The Penguin because he did this insane penguin dive off of the houseboat. And then he became our enemy because I ran up to him and used blender vision on him (I actually have secret powers, I just want Batman to feel cooler so I act like an annoying nerd all of the time. But in reality, Batman is nothing without Robin. Moving on!) and he used birthday vision on me (watch out for that one, it's deadly.) Oh yeah! And the penguin was Justin Dehart, who is like the older brother I've never had (just ignore the fact that I have an older brother. That's irrelevant!) And then there was the Mooseler and Whisp. The Mooseler is Tyler White, an apathetic neutral bystander that just runs around going "MOOK!" and pushing people into the lake. And Whisp, aka Lauryn Stone, is actually Drangonfly Whisperer. We shortened that to Drangon Whisper, then we shortened that to Whisper, then we shortened that to Whisp. We had many a battle on the red kayak without any paddles (aka the bat mobile), and Justin (ahem, Penguin) nearly killed me only twice (that's a record!) and only almost died about 6 or 7 times. But guess what?! That totally isn't even the best part! The best part is this. 7 PEOPLE FROM THE BV YOUTH GROUP GOT SAVED! Hooooray! Let me see if I can remember all of their names, some of them I don't really know...so I'll try. Peter Watkins, Kyle Mumby, Andrew's girlfriend (I forgot her name), and DANIELLE GREENE! I was so happy when I found out about this that I started crying (surprise). I've been praying for her for the longest time, and I was sooo excited when she ran up to me and said "Amy, I'm saved!!!" Hooray. And then last night was the Relay for Life, and it was SOOO MUCH FUN! I walked like 31 laps, which was really good for me, considering I was barefoot and I'm not exactly in the best shape! But the best part about it was some kids from another church saw us with a guitar and asked if we all wanted to worship together. So we all sat in a circle in the middle of the football field and just sang our hearts out to God. Talk about crazy-diddly-awesome! Then after that we just all talked until like 5 am, and it was AWESOME! I talked with Brendan for the longest time, dag that guy is awesome! *Sigh* But OF COURSE, he's like....old. Well, ok, turning 18. But that's still old! Meh, don't care. So that totally rocked, except I'm really really tired now, but I can't sleep so I came and wrote this insanely long blog that all of you had to suffer through. Mwahaha! To the batcave, Batman! |
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Woooweee yesterday was SO FUN! Desiree and I went shopping for her birfday, and I bought some awesome stuffs. I bought some flip flops that were like $2, and a pin that says "Rumor has it that I'm awesome" and some shirts and whatnot... After shopping we went back to her house for a bit and ate pizza and pie. It was REALLY GOOD PIE. Like, blueberry cream cheese stuff. It was Marie Calander's, so it's gotta be good. THEN we went to the Starlight Theater. They make it sound like it's some great big production, but really they're just showing a movie on a big projector in the park. So we met up with Pippin and Rachel and didn't watch the movie at all. We just talked and talked and drank coffee and whatnot. Then we decided to do a wee bit of prank calling. So Rachel grabs my phone and dials a random number. Then she started like, yelling random things into it, and we all started yelling, and it was freakin hilarious! But then they called back and Pippin answered. She looked at me and was like "They called the cops. They're trying to track your number." I was like....CRAP! So I freaked out and about died, but then I got to thinking about it and I realized it's like, impossible to track a cell phone. So I calmed down a bit. But man, that was scary! I was definitly scared out of my mind. Lol. But now, like Rachel said, I'm laughing about it. Gosh, that girl knows everything. Lol. Then we went back to Rae's house and talked until 2 am about how evil Mrs. Belt was and how grateful we were that we would never have to see her again. And that was that! YAY! END! |
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| see you all on the 23rd or so when i get back!!! i'll miss you all!! |
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Well well well. Here I am, AGAIN. I haven't been updating very much lately, so I decided now I'm going to! Wooooohoooo! Yesterday was really fun. Except for the pie selling part! Yeah, that was extremely boring cuz I was crammed in this little booth filled with pie, and nobody wanted to buy pie because we were RIGHT NEXT to the hot dog booth, and everyone buys hot dogs on the 4th! So yeah, I was bored out of my mind, so I made up a song about pie. But I can't remember it sooo...moving on. After the Pie Fiasco, Beth picked me up and I went over to their house. I took a nap on the swinging bench thing outside for awhile, then I went in and by that time the rest of my family was there. So the party began! Lol. It was like, a double party because we were celebrating the 4th and Katie's 16th birthday. So, we got Katie a bunch of little water toys for their new spa, including a snorkle and water wingies. Lol, it was quite fun. Then we went in the spa and stayed in there for like 2 hours. It was hilarious, cuz we had way too many people in there, so the water was over flowing and we kept kicking eachother...*sigh* good times! Then Ryan came out fully dressed in his scuba gear, flippers and all. So he jumped in the spa and started attempting to swim around. Oooh, man talk about funny. I had the time of my life just laughing my head off. So yeah, only my family could have that much fun in a spa that's only supposed to fit 4 people. We had about 7 people in there, I'm pretty sure. After that, we ate cake and went out to watch the fireworks. They....sucked. They went on for like 10 minutes. And they were really low, because you know Tehachapi...we're all cheap, so they bought a couple cheap fireworks and BAM! There's the 4th of July. But then someone else was shooting off illegal ones (yes, cali's dumb, fireworks are illegal) and they were way better than the crappy other ones. So then of course there's cops everywhere looking for the guys with the fireworks. I'm wondering, how on earth would they find them? I mean, they could kind of find the area, but you couldn't pinpoint it anymore than that. So I laughed at them. Mwahaha. And today...today...nothing of importance is going on at all. Except I'm going to the doctors. Oh, joy. END! |
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woohoo!! only like 4 days away!! and i am gonnaa see likke everyone that i want to except *sigh* Kutless... *cries really hard!!* just cuz im bored i'll let ya know where im gonna be at what time and who im gonna see!! Thursday: 5 - Peder Eide (speaker) 5:45 - monk and neagle 6:15 - out of eden 7 - sonic flood 7:15 - The Afters 7:45 - everyday sunday 8:45 - thousand foot krutch 9:15 - rebecca st james 10:30 - tobyMac 11:30 - bonfire/worship or Superchic[k] Friday: 9 - devos w/ By The Tree 10:30 - seminar 1:45 - mat Kearney 2:30 - seminar 3:30 - By the Tree or Falling Up 4:45 - Tait 6- Compassion thinger 6:45 - skillet 7:30 - KJ-52 7:45 - ZoeGirl 10 - The Newsboys 11:15 - Fireworks/bonfire Saturday: 9 - devos 10:30 - seminar 2:30 - seminar 3:30 - big daddy weave 4 - krystal meyers 4:45 - matthew west 5:15 - anberlin 6 - Building 429 7:30 - Chris Tomlin 8:30 - Salvador 10 - Audio Adrenaline |
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Yeah, lol, this is my guy bashing post. But, first, let me just say that not all guys are like that. In fact, I know a few pretty awesome guys. Like Adam and Chad for instance. So you two get to be left out of this rant and rave. Well, one thing that I don't understand is how guys can just hurt girls without giving it a second thought! Some guys do it all the time too. And even if it was only once...STILL! I mean, they can ruin a girls world. Shatter it COMPLETELY. All for a little pleasure. I am sickened. Actually, that's all I have to say. I just had to vent, ya'll can ignore this. |
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| mwahahaha... i blogged!!! |
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Hey hey heeeeey! I'm beyond bored out of my mind, but I was entertained for just a tad at youth group! I'll tell ya about it. (Or will I???) Wellllll, I started out not wanted to go because "someone" (Oh, and Chad, I have to say you were right. Once a stalker, always a stalker!) had been following me around all day and he was starting to drive me insane, and I knew he was going to be at youth group so I didn't want to go. But my mom talked me into it, and told me to just not let him sit by me. Lol! So I surrounded myself with a little shield of girls, and I saw him walk up and kind of look at me slightly dissapointed. But ya know what?? He's gonna have to deal with it. Yeah, Jill and Jenee` invited me to the pool, and I didn't know he was gonna be there, but turns out HE WAS  . (I just realized how off the original subject I am, but hey, get over it.) And yeah, so I was kinda like oh crap...but it wasn't really that bad. But he kept like, picking me up in the pool and holding me and so finally I just told him to back off and he did for a couple seconds. But then Jill and Jenee` abandoned me and so I was stuck with him (he somehow became my ride home) for 45 minutes! So we were sittin down and out of the blue he's like "Do you like me?" I was like...."EH?!" It was crazy. So then I had to explain that I didn't, and I felt bad, but he seemed to take it ok. But anyway! Back to the original topic! Youth group totally rocked. Brandon Kirby talked about rightousness, and it totally rocked. Then after youth group me, Brian Mock, Jenee`, Garret, some chics that I don't know, RJ, and Justin (who's like my older brother, DAG i love that boy!) all played hacky sack, which I must say, I suck miserably at! And Justin kicked me in the toe, and he was wearing shoes and I wasn't. So that sucked quite a bit. But it was still really awesome! LOL! Well um, bye. |
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Mood: super de duper Music:: \"God didn\'t look down at Adam and Eve and say \'Hey! What are you doing?! Get off her!\'\"-Francis Chan (Oh the memories of camp!) |
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Sorry, I've left for Xanga again. Peace. http://www.xanga.com/suga2sweet |
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Wow, Hume Lake was beyond amazing! I can't even describe it!! It was....WOW! I fell in love with God and it was awesome! For the first time I wasn't embarrassed to worship him however I wanted. It was SO COOL! It was the coolest thing EVER, on Wednesday morning (I think...the days kind of all blended together) my really close friends Chris and Stephan got baptized. I was so happy! Stephan's a foreign exchange student from Germany, and while he was here he became a Christian. Isn't that crazy cool?! YAY! On the last night Andy and I just really connected with God. It was so amazing! Both of us were crying our eyes out and just worshiping God together. I was so happy to see him like that, he used to be "too cool" for that, ya know? But now he and I are super close and we've been talking a lot. He's an amazing guy. The speaker's name was Francis Chan, and EVERY SINGLE TIME he talked, you could tell God was just speaking through him. It felt like he was just talking to ME, not to the other thousand people out there. But the really cool thing is that everyone felt like he was talking soley to them. He was an awesome guy! And another guy that worked there named Rich (who I must say was one of the most gorgeous men in the whole world, inside and out) was really cool! Lol. Except it was really annoying because all the girls were swooning over him. And it drove me insane! But he was definitly an awesome guy. AND so was Dominic! He's the lead singer/guitar player for the band that played there called 330 Plan. I encourage you to check them out! 330plan.com Yeah, Dominic was really cool. I talked to him quite a bit, and he encouraged us to keep our youth group going (cuz it's pretty much dying. Well it was) and whatnot, and he helped me out with a lot of stuff. He was COOL! And yesterday at church was the greatest thing in the WORLD! We were all worshiping with our hands raised, bowed down, or however we felt comfortable. We'd never done that before in the history of youth group! I was so amazed! I was moved to tears by the songs we sang, and I was just sitting there crying with my hands raised, and Andy walked up to me, gave me a hug, and said "I love seeing you like this." It just made me smile. I really believe that this time we aren't going to lose the fire we found at Hume. As Rich would say...WOOWEE JESUS! So, that's just a small bit of how amazing this past week was. I'd loooooove to talk about it more if anyone wants to listen! I love you all! |
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Mood: In love Music:: \"You know what happens when a bunch of nothing gets together, it blows up.\" -Francis Chan |