Its been so long since ive been here.
Its 3:35am and im just heading out the door for work, im exhausted, and cold, and i was at a party last night, too which has left me feeling a little extra tired considering i didnt get an early night like was planned.
I should take some painkillers, but i feel ill, and cant stand the thought of swallowing anything, so i will stay in pain until 7:30/8:00am my first break. They say "Take with food" but ive never had a problem. Besides, those replacement drinks practically are food...
My time has run out, so im off to work...
im so angry, and humiliated, and pissed off and hurt.
I was talking to a friend today, and he arent particularly close, and sometimes his language offends me, but we got on okay.
today while i was on cam he saw my sister and he she went away, and when she went away he said to me
"hey bitch, your sister is hotter"
it juswt made me so angry and upset and hate myself so much