broknangel
asked out! Mar 1st, 2006 11:17:16 pm - Subscribe
i just wish my wrist wasnt so injured and i didnt have to wear this stupid brace
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broknangel
forgotten - Subscribe
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my mate invited me to a concert on friday night and then i find out today she has just planned a road trip and is leaving tomorrow so i guess thats no concert for me. =( im only really upset just because ive been getting a lot of crap from lisa and i really wanted to spend the time with her because she makes me feel better. but it doesnt really matter. it was just a concert. yay for my weekend doing crap all. |
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broknangel
asked out! Mar 1st, 2006 11:17:16 pm - Subscribe
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well, i was kinda gutted about not getting to go to the concert before i talked to a guy i know about it, and, he was gutted for me. now keeping in mind that i dont know this guy very well i was absolutely and completely shocked when he invited me to go with him! yay now im excited cos im going to the concert i wanted to go to with a cool friend!! i just wish my wrist wasnt so injured and i didnt have to wear this stupid brace
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broknangel
New Mar 2nd, 2006 12:44:20 am - Subscribe
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| i love my new picture, i dont know how i figured out to put it there but i got it there and im happy its perfect. |
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broknangel
omg...so bad Mar 2nd, 2006 8:28:19 pm - Subscribe
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my sister was curling my hair, and as she was fiddeling with my hair, she dropped the curling iron and it managed to burn my back and roll all the way down my arm. oh yes, i am in pain now... |
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broknangel
concert time Mar 3rd, 2006 3:02:59 am - Subscribe
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and oh yes, i went there with amazing energy, great excitement, and completel positiveness. and ya know, as it turns out it was all a waste of time because half an hour later i left. i was so happy an excited. of course my date tld me last minute that he couldnt make it but i wasnt worried about that. I spose the night was doomed already when kirstin broke her promise, and, within the minute i walked in those doors and saw those tuns of people all standing in their groups, i was alone but i didnt let that stop me, and no one stared at me alone because i looked exactly like the rest of them. the music started and it was amazing music and within ten minutes i was more lonely than you can imagine. FINALLY i saw a couple of friends but as soon i went to smile or wave them over they turned and ran. didnt want to be seen anywhere near me. happened three times with three different sets of friends. so i wonder what the hell is wrong with me for them to act like that. i look the same as everyone around me, im not like wearing some outrageously ugly clothing...i look EXACTLY like the rest of them... the mystery is yet to be solved, but, im back to my old self. and im not ashamed of it. time to pull out the black eyeliner and clothes, and put away all the colours. and put away the food... because in the end...doing well...doesnt mean feeling good. and i still throw up anyways |