| Blue hair and sad wishes |
Nov 20th, 2006 2:24:07 am - Subscribe |
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upset |
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Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol |
So i dyed my hair blue. shockingly, awesomely, permenantly bright blue. and im more proud than anyone can imagine, its given me a confidence that i havent had in a long time.
After all that had happened with lisa i spose i ought to be upset, and just forget about anything, but working in the same place as her, it just doesnt happen. im surrounded by her everywhere i turn. she is there, telling people things, people go from being friendly to ignoring me. and, i should let it go, i should just pretend its not happening, but its hard to pretend when if any single one of them knew the truth then it wouldnt be me they were ignoring. and i could do it, i have the power, to make her life a living hell. but i dont, and yet she continues. i really just dont understand what ive done to deserve this.
when was i a bad person? when did i do the wrong thing? when in the months, and even years that i stuck by her side even through what she was doing, even through her using me, i stuck by her, when did i earn this treatment? |
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