well as i slowly feel like im dropping off into the land of the asleep so i will keep this short.




i cant stop coughing, i wont even describe what im constantly coughing up. it hurts, im tired. im angry and upset at myself for eating such a big dinner i mean i actually ate half of my dinner. now, granted it was healthy, and it is all i have eaten today.....but im still a little angry at myself for eating quite that much.

i talked to a few friends today, about some personal stuff. i was given advice. to be genuine, to be myself, and to have the confidence to stand up for me also.

oh well my cousin will be here at 8am....so i should let myself travel into this sleep world. maybe tomorrow will bring a better day.....not that i can imagine a day with my cousin being awesome.....oh for strength.....


-brokn

if it makes you feel any better, not eating every 4 hours or so actually puts your body into starvation mode, so when you eat once a day, it's actually worse and doesn't help you lose any weight. And you shouldn't get mad at yourself for eating...the purpose of eating is to be healthy. I used to be like that once...it's not the best answer.