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Loneliness... Nov 23rd, 2006 11:20:32 pm - Subscribe
Mood | Upset
Music | Slow Bleed - Thousand Foot Krutch

Its like this...

Come December i will be housesitting, alone for almost a month including christmas. I wont have internet, my cellphone will have stopped working altogether by then, and im working the day before and the day after christmas on 4am shifts. which means going to bed around 6pm and getting up around 3am. Just to make my christmas seem extra exciting, my mother announces that, the whole family [aunts, grandparents, uncles etc.] have all discussed things and decided that there is no point in giving anyone presents anymore and so nobody is.

And then i remember that its almost a year ago that my boyfriend broke up with me, and... i promised myself that i wouldnt be single this year for christmas.

Oh great, not lets add all this up again

Working
Living Alone
No Internet
No Cellphone
No Christmas Presents
No Boyfriend


Yep, i can definately see a "merry" christmas for me.

next year my family will announce im not even invited for christmas lunch.

Oh but wait... thats right.... IM ONLY 17 YEARS OLD ITS NOT LIKE IM GROWN UP

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meip3ng November 24th, 2006

you dont need a man to make your life more interesting. it obviously is better but you dont have to get so stress out for not having one. i wish all the best for you. stay happy ^.~


emogirlie November 24th, 2006
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OUCH! That sucks. I say MAKE your Christmas merry. Throw a party at your empty house... You're 17! Young like me! (I'm eighteen) You should be having fun. Forget about parents! And maybe at your party you will meet a nice boy... hmm... sound like a plan??? Get through work. It sucks, but it will make you appreciate your downtime more. No internet... well, maybe it will make you appreciate the outdoors more. No phone. Start writing letters? I WANT A PENPAL! I miss recieving lettres. Damn. I love writing lettres. And no Christmas presents. Well that definitely sucks. I say... go on a shopping spree and spend all your cash (most of it) and then spend all of your parents cash. Or better... rob a rich old man. no jk... not. No boyfriend. Boys come and go. Like dogs. When you're meant to meet someone, you will. It usually happens at very surprising moments, like when you're not expecting it to... well, at least that's when it happens to me. So just wait out the suckiness... make the best of your situation, and try to have a merry christmas. And if it snows where you are, go play in the snow. I'm sure you'll feel more merry then. happy.gif

That's all. Have a good night. grin.gif


anonymous December 25th, 2010

Good evening! I do not know English. I'm from Europe. Do not be sad. Guys are enough. It happens many times your heart to take it wrong. There is a friend who loves you. Find it! It's Jesus.


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